Please don't fall (Shawmila)

4

Camila's POV

When I finally heard a tired yawn coming from the bunk beside me, I knew Lauren was finally awake. I slowly lifted myself up and got out of the bunk. Lauren was also getting out of my bunk. When we both got out of the bunks we just stood there. I expected Lauren to say something, maybe a smile. But nothing came. She just looked at me. I could see the same look in her eyes as I saw in Dinahs earlier. It made me sad.

She just walked past me, leaving me alone in the corridor. I sight and got back into my bunk, it still had Laurens scent and I loved it. It made me feel save, or at least wanted. Fixing my sheets and my pillow, I slipped back under them. I just laid there, looking to the ceiling. Thinking. Until I heard my phone buzz. I picked it up from beside me and saw a message from an unknown number. I opened the message.

'Hello Camila' It simply said.

I tried to block the number, thinking it was a fan. With no success. I wasn't able to block the number. Whatever. I just ignored it.

9:02 AM, I should make myself ready for the day. Today was another show and I was exited. I always am. Especially since thats the only time that all the girls properly interact with me. So I got out of bed, picking up some clothes from my suitcase with was in the bunk above mine and heading to the bathroom. On my way there I passed the 'Livingroom' where Normani was sitting, eyes fixed on her phone. She didn't even bother to look up from it. But I'm used to it. When I reached the little room, I noticed that the door was locked, probably because someone was in there. So I just sat on the sofa next to the door taking my phone and just when I unlocked it, I got another message from the unknown number.

'Don't ignore mw Camila, or you gonna get in trouble'

Should I listen to what the person was texting me? I'm still pretty sure it's a fan who got some kind of special phone skills... so again, I ignored it.

The door unlocked and out came a perfect looking Ally. I wish I would look like her at 9 o' clock. But I definitely didn't, not even after cleaning myself up and dress me properly. But what am I expecting? I'm just Camila, not Ally nor Lauren or Dinah and Normani. I'm just Camila. And it sometimes fcking annoys me.

I got inside the little room and looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't exactly look good... and I didn't feel good too. But who cares? Right, no one. I removed my eyes from my reflection and got myself ready. I exit the bathroom and was greeted by Normani who was literally waiting for me to leave the bathroom. "Finally" she said annoyed and pushed herself past me, pressing me against the kitchen counter. I made one step to the side and left the small living room area in the front where Ally and Dinah were having a simple conversation. I'm sure they didn't even want me in here.

On my way to to the back of the bus I passed the bunk area, where I saw Lauren. I gave her a faint smile.... but in return I only got a light sight. Wow... last night she seemed like my best friend and today she is completely ignoring me. This is reality, and I hated it.

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I'm sorry that the chapter aren't all in the same length. But I will try to make them longer :)