Please don't fall (Shawmila)

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Camila's POV

I opened my eyes and was back in the car. The car was driving and it was almost dark outies. The sun had gone down. Music was faintly playing in the background and it was a bit cold, even though I had my sweater on. I sat up confused, not remembering how I had gotten here. Shawn looked over at me and put his hand on my knee. "Hey sleepy head." Shawn said softly, smiling at me. "How did I get back into the car?" I asked confused. "I carried you, since I didn't want to wake you up." "you shouldn't have done that, Shawn... " I said, feeling guilty, that he had to carry me all the way back to the car. "Mila, it took absolutely no effort, don't worry. And you're a light weight anyways." He smiled. I looked over at him, pouting. "What? Don't look at me like that, it's true." He smiled again, placing a kiss on my nose. "Is It ok if we run some errands before we get back home?" he asked me. "Of course." I said. Why would he even asked... god... he is too caring. "Your doctors appointment is tomorrow, you know that, right?" he asked after a few seconds of silence. "yeah..." I said, drifting off with my thought. My weight... oh god... "You don't need to worry at all. The doctor is super sweet, I know her. And she will just weight you and probably ask you some questions about how you've been feeling. I will be there with you of course." he said, reassuringly, as we pulled up to the parking lot of the supermarket. "You wanna come, Mila?" he then asked, before opening his door. I nodded, sitting up completely and undoing my seatbelt, before opening the door. he waited for me and walked inside, when I was next to him. Due to it being almost 9pm, there were barely any people but it probably was also because this supermarket is kind of hidden. Inside it was also pretty empty. Since Shawn told me he didn't need too much, he only took a basket, which I insisted on carrying. We walked around the shop, Shawn putting things he needed inside the basked and asking if I wanted something in particular. "Shawn? Can we buy ice cream?" I asked him, since we were right in front of the refrigerators. "Sure, which one do you want?" I looked around, thinking and searching for my favorite one. "hmm..... this one!" I exclaimed, when I had found it. "Chunky Monkey? You're too cute." he said smiling, putting it in the basket. He also grabbed a flavor. Vanilla. But then also some frozen fruits. "We can make ice cream with fruits, it tastes amazing!" he said happily. I smiled and squeezed his free hand. When we had everything, we walked to the checkout and payed. I helped him carry the things to the car and then entered back into the passenger seat. When he ad entered too, he started the car but not without giving me another kiss. "Thank you..." I whispered. "For what?" he asked confused. "Shawn... for this whole day... for everything you've done so far... For making me feel... loved." I whispered the last part. He smiled, squeezing my hand three times and starting the car. The drive home was spent in a comfortable silence of only listening to calm song in his car, while the sun went down.

When we entered his condo with the errands, we sat everything down and he started making dinner. I was absolutely not ready to eat again but I knew I had to. He was making delicious pasta which I knew he loved. While he was making dinner, I decided to call my mom, which I let him know before I left for the bedroom. I dialed my moms number and waited until she picked up. It only took a few seconds before I heard her voice.

C: Camila - S: Sinu

S: Hello? Camila? Is that you?

C: Mom, yes... it's me... How are you?

S: Ay mija! Hello! I should ask you that question. Is everything okay? Os everything okay with you and Shawn?

C: Yes mom... Shawn asked me.... he asked me to be his girlfriend yesterday mom... I'm his girlfriend... he's my boyfriend... I still can't believe it...

S: Ahh mija, that's great! I'm so happy for you! So I guess... you are okay right?

C: Yes mom... he's making me feel so... loved. I'M doing good right now.

S: That's good to hear... have... have you talked to the Therapist I gave you the number from?

C:... No... not yet... but... I have a doctors appointment tomorrow... they are going to weight me and everything...

S: Don't be scared, mija. It's going to be alright. You have been eating enough, right?

C: Yes mom... Shawn has been taking care of me very well.

S:I'm so, so happy for you Mila... I have tears in my eyes because I'm so happy for you both. I hope everything stays that way. I just want you to be happy... But tell me, have you heard anything from the girls? How is the tour going?

C: No... no mom... I don't know anything... they didn't call me...

S: Oh... that's.... that's alright... you are with Shawn. Focus on that okay? Focus on things that make you happy. How was your day today?

C: It was... perfect mom.... Shawn took me out to eat near the beach and then we took a walk on the beach and he even had a blanket for us and we stayed there until the sun went down and now he's making dinner, mom... he is putting so much effort in everything... he is making me so happy...

S: Karla... that's awesome. I am really really happy to hear all that. I always knew that Shawn cared about you. How is you fever? Has it gone away? Have you been taking your medicine?

C: I am very happy myself mom... and no, I still have a fever... it's almost gone but not completely and yeah, I have been taking my medicine. Shawn has been making sure I took the right amount of everything.

S: Thats good.... Mija? I have to go now okay?

C: Alright mom. I love and miss you... Shawn must probably be done with dinner by now. Kiss Sofi and Dad from me please. Bye

S: I will, bye. Love you too Camila.

With that I hung up and stayed a few more minutes on the bed. I pulled out my notebook and had another idea for a song for Shawn. 'Someone New' (Song by BANKS). I started with a line which already said out loud what I wanted to tell him tomorrow. 'I can love you desperately' Yeah... I can love him and I will. 'Though your love ain't guaranteed' his love isn't guaranteed. nothing is guaranteed. Especially love shouldn't be guaranteed. 'Oh, I wish you knew the deal' Oh how I wish you knew the deal... how much I love you... I just hope I don't get disappointed... but... it's not like I deserve anything anyways. Just then I knocked on the door. "Mila? Food is ready." Shawn said, peeking through the door. My back was turnt to the door so he couldn't see my face and couldn't see that I was slightly crying. When I didn't say anything, I felt him walk closer to the bed and put his hand on my shoulder which caused me to flinch. "Hey... you ok?" He asked, noticing how jumpy I was and kneeling down next to me. I quickly wiped away the few tears and looked at him. "Yeah... yeah. I... I was just thinking..." I said unsure. He reached out to my notebook which was laying in my lap but I quickly closed it. "Sorry... it's just... personal....." I said. "That's okay, just... come eat?" "Yeah... yeah." I stood up and walked back into the living room with him.

"Shawn, this is delicious!" I said, as I took the first few bites of the pasta he had made. "You think so?" "hmhhm" I mumbled with my mouth full. He smiled and took a bite himself. Usually we would be drinking a glass of wine... but I wasn't allowed to for the next three months because of the medicine I was taking so we just drank water. "Mila, what did you mom say? Is everything alright at home?" I nodded, swallowing the last bit of pasta I had in my mouth. "Yes. I told her about us... being girlfriend and boyfriend." "And what did she say?" he asked. I noticed he was getting nervous. I just giggled. "What are you giggling at?" He asked confused. "Shawn, why are you getting nervous? You know my mom loves you. She is so happy, Shawn. She was crying out of happiness." I explained. "Thats good... I'm... I'm very happy too, you know." He said, putting his hand above mine. I smiled at him and we both continued eating and talking and laughing and just... being us. For a moment I forgot about the worries I had about tomorrow.

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They are so cute 🥺

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