Please don't fall (Shawmila)

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Shawn's POV

I was so sad... seeing Mila smoke? How did I never notice? Since when has this been going on? I had so many thought in my mind while sitting on the bed next to a sleeping Camila. The things she had on the balcony were laying on my bedside table... I would be throwing them away later. It was the middle of the night... 4 am... but I just couldn't find sleep. If Mila leaves the group, which I really hope, she would need a new management... maybe my management could take her for a few months... I grabbed my phone and texted Andrew. I need to know if we could do anything. I don't want her here anymore. She deserves better. She deserves a real career with happiness. 

'Hey Andrew, sorry for the late night message but... Camila is having some trouble here with the group and her management... do you think... we could let her under our management for a few months... we will figure something out... but just for a few months?' 

Please... let him say yes. I need Camila under a safe management... I want her safe and happy. I placed my phone back down, getting under the covers and turning to my side so I could look at Camila. She looks... sad... and in pain... even in her sleep. I placed my hand on her cheek, leaning forwards to giver her a kiss and taking her into my arms before falling asleep, my hands softly tracing her scarred stomach.

The next morning, Mila had to wake up quickly and leave for her next interview. Only a few more days until tour starts. I kissed her goodbye and let her pull over one of my hoodies over her given outfit. "Stay safe baby, call me if you need me. I'll be here today." I said before she left and I was left behind in her room. That gave me some time to sort things out with Andrew. I had gotten an answer earlier. 

'Hello Shawn, I'm sorry that she is having complications... I don't know if I can do that... I mean... your management is in Canada... how do you want this to work? How is she going to release new music being in the same management with you? And she cant be in two managements? You know that. We won't be able to do that... I am sorry Shawn'

No, no... he doesn't understand... so I wrote another message.

'Hey Andrew. You didn't quite understand that... She will be leaving the group, it's the best. She isn't doing well and we decided that it's best if she leaves. She will leave the whole management and come to Canada with me. She will not even release new music. I just want her to be protected by a management so she doesn't loose her job... like I said... only a few months until she is able to find a new and good management so she can continue her career alone... please...'

I need him to take her... please... I am desperate. I decided to at least get dressed and clean some things in the room up so Camila wouldn't have to worry about it. I placed some clothes back into the suitcases, made her bed and then grabbed my guitar and sat down on the floor. The weather wasn't good today, it was raining. I decided to play 'a little too much', expressing my feelings while watching the rain falling. It was a quiet morning, not many cars on the street.

I stopped playing when my phone dinged. I grabbed it, seeing a message from Andrew.

'Hey Shawn. Oh, I am sorry. She is leaving the group? Oh, if it's best for her, I support her decision. I think that if she leaves the management, I will be able to take her into yours. Do you want me to take her out of her old contract? I can mail them and immediately take her into our management. '

I immediately wrote an answer, feeling exited all of a sudden.

'Oh my god... thank you Andrew... really... If you could do that, it would be awesome. Really. I swear it will only be for a short amount of time.. Thank you.'

After inly another minute I got an answer. 

'Shawn, I will do what it takes to keep you and your girlfriend happy. Give me a few days... maybe two? I hope that is okay. She will be out in no time!'

I smiled at my phone, pressing it up to my chest, smiling lightly. She will finally be... free... and hopefully happy. I don't want to see her hurting anymore. I decided texting Mila to ask when she would be home. Almost two hours had passed since she left... I knew it would probably be two more but... I miss her. And I am feeling really happy right now. I am not going to tell her what I am arranging though. I am gonna talk to her about potentially leaving the group just to see her reaction.... but I think she will be a lot happier. She should've done it long ago. Right when things started to get bad... but I am glad being part in the process of her hopefully getting better.

'Hey baby, when are you getting home so I can prepare a cozy night for us? Love and miss you.' 

Then I tapped send and picked my guitar back up, playing and writing. I even recorded some samples on my laptop to send them out to producers so I could start recording as soon as I get back to Toronto.

I apparently spent more than three hours playing and recording because soon the door opened and Mila walked inside, falling into her bed and closing her eyes. I could hear the voices of the girls and... the team? Probably. "baby? Are you okay?" I stood up and sat down next to her, taking her hand in mine. My hoodie was laying next to her and she was only in a cropped shirt and some high waisted jeans. "Yeah... just tired..." She mumbled, still not opening her eyes. It was only 3 pm and I wasn't sure if she had to leave again. "Do you have to leave again?" I asked, looking at her tired face. "Yeah... in two hours..." "Okay... what do you want to do until then?" "Sleep... cuddle..." she said. I smiled and pulled her into my lap so her head was laying on my legs. "Okay..." I took off her shoes and pulled her completely onto the bed, pulling the blanket over her body. "I love you." I said as I kissed her lips and laid down next to her, rolling onto my side so I could look at her face. Her eyes were closed and I smiled a bit. I soon will have her back in Toronto with me.

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Will she be able to leave?

Two more chapters :(