Please don't fall (Shawmila)

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Camila's POV

Everything was now in Shawns condo and his parents had left. On the way here we picked up some groceries which we were now putting into the fridge. "Should we eat something? It's almost 8 pm." I looked at the clock and nodded. "Yeah" I whispered. We took out some food and prepared dinner together while listening to music and dancing around the kitchen. We had fun, I was honestly happy for a few minutes... thanks to Shawn. We ate together, laughing and talking, mostly Shawn. After dinner we turnt on the TV and sat on the couch. I snuggled up to Shawn and covered us both with a blanket. The channels were all pretty boring until we came across a news channel. It were news about....us. Fifth Harmony.

"The worlds most famous Girlgroup Fifth Harmony is on American tour right now. The fans love them but what is happening between the girls? People are saying that Camila is leaving the group since she hasn't been seen on stage with the other girls for a few weeks now. They took a break a month ago and came back and continued the shows but why is Camila missing again? Is she really leaving the group? Is she thinking of starting a solo career? Does she think she is better off without the girls? Some rumors spread, saying that Camila has been writing songs, maybe with Shawn Mendes, her good friend for 5 years. She hasn't been seen with them for a few weeks now and people say she has been seen with Shawn Mended on the airport. But where is she going? We will keep you updated!"

Shit, no. Tears streamed down my face by those news. The day was going too good for my taste. "Mila.. no. You know this is not true.... right?" I shook my head. "I was never thinking of leaving the group...." I whispered, holding back sobs. "It's ok. You're here with me. They won't have a chance to say anything else about you. I'll keep you protected." He gave me a kiss on my head and switched to Disney Channel, knowing I loved it. He held me while I cried into his chest and kissed me multiple times until I finally feel asleep out of exhaustion. But the sleep didn't last long. I woke up only half an hour later, still in Shawns lap, sweating badly. I quickly sat up, pushing the blanket off of me. "Hey, hey... not again." Shawn said, standing up, carefully. "Here, take this." He said, reaching me a cup of water which had medicine in it. I drank it and laid back down on the couch, this time without the blanket. "Don't you want to lay down in bed?" Shawn asked after a few minutes of just watching me. "Yeah." He helped me stand up and carried me on his back to his bed. He had a huge bed which easily fit us both. "I'm just going to lay this blanket here next to you if you get cold during the night ok?" I nodded. "Aren't you going to sleep?" I asked. "I am.... in a few minutes ok? I'm just going to finish putting in my clothes in my closet. We can but yours in tomorrow. But for now... please rest ok? Sleep well." He said, leaning down and kissing me. He then turnt off the light and closed the door, but not completely, since I wasn't allowed to be behind completely closed doors.

Shawns POV

I was worried about Mila's health, worried about her in general. I knew I needed to make some calls. Now.

I picked up my phone which I had barely used since I was with Mila. I had tons of notifications but went straight to my contacts. 'Lauren Jauregui' . I tapped on the contact and then call button. It beeped a few times before she picked up. I knew they didn't have a show today so it didn't matter what time it was.

L: 'Hello? Shawn? Whats up?"

S:'Hello Lauren, can we talk? About Mila?....'

L:' Ehm.....wait a moment.... yeah. What is happening? Is everything okay with her? Where are you?'

S:'No. Nothing is okay Lauren. She got her stomach pumped three days ago, if you forget. She's sick and has a fever, which is not helping her recover at all and she feels anxious most of the time and on top of everything, there was a news article about her on TV and she broke down, crying.Have you seen it?'

L:'No...no I haven't. What was it exactly about?'

S: 'Why don't you watch it yourself if you want to know it? Why haven't you still checked on her?'

L:'I.. I've been busy...I'm touring Shawn. You should know. I have so much going on over here.'

S:'So much that you can't even check on your "Best Friend"? You don't care do you? As long as you are ok it doesn't matter to you, right?'

L:'No Shawn. Thats not it and you know it. I just.... you are with her. She's in good hands with you.'

S:'Oh.. so you think just because you think she's in good hands she doesn't need to be checked on..... by her best friend Lauren? I'm very disappointed....in all of you. Have a good night.'

L:'Sha-'

I hung up. No. I'm not doing this again. She doesn't deserve this. Any of it. I smacked my phone on the table and groaned. Why is everything going like this? I just want her safe. Safe and happy. I haven't seen that side of her in so long. Her happiness is my happiness and I can't be completely happy, knowing that the girl who means the wold to me isn't.

With that I turned off the lights and walked to my bedroom where Mila was sleeping, snuggled into the blanket with sweat on her forehead. Poor Mila. I laid next to her and turned my face do her back, hoping that she would be able to sleep through the night. I had a plan to make her happy tomorrow. I just hope she will be as happy as I will be. I want her. And I want her happy.

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