Please don't fall (Shawmila)

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Shawn's POV

Camila and I were peacefully sitting in the tub. I was again stroking her arms, her stomach, even the sore parts which had been cut, the sides of her body, her back and her shoulder, giving her delicate kisses every few seconds. She wasn't sleeping but she almost was, and so was I. I had put on quiet music so it wouldn't be completely silent. "Shawn?" I heard her quiet voice, breaking the calming water noises. "Yeah, baby?" I said, answering her. "What... what happened today... in the car? I- I was sleeping..." she admitted. I knew she was sleeping and I felt a bit guilty for waking her up since I knew that she had had a hard day. " I honestly... I don't exactly know.... its like... like I blacked out for a second.... all I know is... we were standing at a traffic light and it was green for me.... but another car coming from our right... he passed his red light... and if I hadn't stopped immediately... we... we would've been in an... an accident..." My voice was breaking towards the end. I could've brought us into.... into deep trouble. "Hey... hey... babe... it is not your fault, okay?" Camila whispered turning around, and knelling in front of me in the water. She put both her hands on my cheeks and let her thumbs slide across my lips. I smiled, opening my mouth a bit, causing her to unintentionally put her thumbs into my mouth and I quickly closed my mouth again, biting both her thumbs lightly, causing her to shriek and giggle. Her giggle, I love her. I really do. When I let go of her thumbs, I put my hand on her hip and pulling her in to kiss me. She kissed back, deepening the kiss a bit and then turning back around resting her back on my bare chest. Our hands were intertwined and rested on her stomach. She leaned her head back onto my shoulder and I tilted my head to the side, resting my own head onto hers.

After a while, when the water wasn't as warm as before, I let go of her hands and put my hands on her hips, causing her to lift her head up from my shoulder. "Baby? Should we get out?" I asked. "Yeah... I'm actually shivering a bit." she admitted. "I know, I can feel you goosebumps right... here" I said, tickling her stomach which caused her to giggle. I then kissed her cheek and grabbed the towels which I had put right next to the tub this time. I stood up, wrapping my towel around my body and holding out Mila's towel. She stood up and I immediately wrapped her into her towel. I then helped her out of the tub and again, helped her dress herself, kissing her stomach on the sore part again. And when we were both dressed we walked out into the kitchen. "Movie ? And you can tell me about your meeting if you want. " I suggested. I know she hadn't had the time to talk to me about her day since she took car of me, which a really appreciated. "Yeah, that would be nice..." she said softly, taking my hand and kissing me. "What should we eat? You haven't reached your necessary calories of the day yet." I said, going over her table. There still were some calories left for her to eat today so I chose a meal which had everything she needed. "Hmm what about... pepper filled with... rice?" I suggested since I remembered that I had some peppers in the fridge. "Yeah, sure. Want me to do anything? I can cut the peppers?" She asked. "Hmm yeah... here." I said, reading into the fridge and pulling our two red peppers. I had chosen this meal since it wasn't something too greasy but still had enough calories to complete the daily amount. I put on some music and Mila was already cutting the peppers. I was making the rice. 

"This is.... super delicious!" She said when she took the first bite. I nodded, agreeing with her. "So, do you want to tell me how you meeting went?" I asked. "Hmhhm." she hummed, swallowing the food she had in her mouth. "So... yeah I will have to go on a mini tour in December. And we still have to write and record songs so that means that we will have to meet... in two weeks..." she whispered the last part. "Two weeks?!" I said surprised. This is.... a shock. "What the hell... Mila... how.. what?" "Yeah... I know... I was also pretty shocked... we're going to be staying in an apartment in New York together." "But I thought you had your own-" "Yeah... but management wants us to stay together in one apartment so yeah...." She explained, taking another bite of the food. "Okay.... but it's going to be alright, Mila, I know it. And I will try to meet you okay?" she nodded.  

After eating I told Mila to get comfortable on the couch while I made popcorn for us. Some extra calories wouldn't do her bad. And I am really proud of Mila, her eating habits are almost normal again. When I turned around with the popcorn bowl in my hand I saw Mila almost asleep on the couch. I smiled, walking towards her and sitting down. She felt the couch dip down by my weight and her eyes opened properly. "Are you sure you want to watch a movie?" I asked her, pushing some hairs out of her face. "Yes, pleaseeee..." she pouted. "Alright baby." I smiled, kissing her pouting lips which made her sit up and scoot over. I pulled her into my arms and started the Disney movie she wanted to watch. Today she chose 'Cinderella', one of her favorites. She payed in between my legs, like in the tub and covered us both with a fluffy blanket. I kissed her head as she leaned back more into me. I love these moments the most. everything is calm, we are alone and peaceful, loving and holding each other. 

After about 30 minutes into the movie, I felt her relaxed body and steady breathing against my body. She fell asleep, again, and it made me incredibly happy that she was comfortable enough to fall asleep in my arms. I kissed her head once again, laid completely down on the couch, pulling her down with me and turning off the music. I then caressed her sides and smiled while pulling the blanket even more over our b bodies and intertwining our hands and putting them on her stomach. I was really savoring this moment and it made me relax so much, that I fell asleep, holding Mila close to my body.

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