Identity V On Crack (COMPLETED)

Lucky x Suicidal!Freddy

A/N - Okay, this is gonna be real cringy.

I know that it sounds like he wants to confess to Leo but just keep reading okay?

OKAY?!

THIS IS BETWEEN LUCKY AND FREDDY OKAY?!

Freddy's P.O.V

I lost another game today. It isn't supposed to be such a big deal, but when you lose all you've had games for the last 3 years to the man whose life you ruined, it just makes it feel worse.

I wanted to say sorry to Leo so many times, but this pang of guilt always stops me. Oh who am I kidding, no one will ever see me as more than a jerk or a failure. Well, except for Lucky. I hope. I've got the biggest crush on him, and he's always the nicest to me, the second being Host-chan.

I'm just a useless pathetic survivor who has a map for an item. That's just lame, and I admit it. I know I'm the weakest survivor in the manor with the most meaningless item with a boost.

A/N - The comment above was for plot only. I for one do not find Freddy's item useless because I need the map to find ciphers, and also you could see where the hunter is walking with the ballooned survivor. Honestly, I like the map.

I sigh as I sulkily walked to my room after dinner. I went in and sat on my bed, wondering if today was a safe day to cut myself. Lucky had seemed suspicious as to the way I acted today, so I have to be careful.

Slowly, I took out a small pocket knife I had stolen from our hosts' bedroom (I knew she let me do it but I still don't know why), carefully found space on my arm full of scars and did one cut. I held back a hiss and sliced again. By the time I had finished my arms were covered in red.

Right after I had put away the knife, I heard knocking on the door. A muffled "Let me in!" came after. I panicked and rolled down my sleeves (I wore my black shirt today so the blood shouldn't show) before running to the doors and opening them, revealing a smiling Lucky.

"Hello Freddy!" He said in a cheerful voice. I forced a smile for him before inviting him to come in. Lucky accepted the offer, sat on my bed and jumped back up immediately. I frowned. "What's the matter, Lucky?"

Lucky looked behind him and glared at me. My frown of concern quickly turned into one of anxiety. "Have you been cutting yourself?" He asked. Nervous, I quickly shook my head.

"Oh? Then explain to me : I sat down, felt like there was something wet, stood up, turned around and see blood red substance on your plain white sheets. I'm not stupid, men don't have periods. What exactly is that red substance?" He questioned in an accusing tone.

"I-It's just berry juice." I stuttered weakly.

Lucky raised an eyebrow. "You know that Host-chan cast a charm on the guest rooms not allowing food or drink to be brought in them. She doesn't like cleaning up after us. She said and I quote 'I will not clean up after your messes, got it? My father wants this manor clean once he's back and I am not playing housemaid.'. There is no possible way for you to bring in food or drink."

I smacked myself mentally. I'm already pathetic enough, now I just learned that I'm not as good a liar as I was before when I was younger. This gets worse by the second! I was so buried in my own depressing thoughts that I didn't notice Lucky waiting for an explanation. When I realized he was staring at me waiting, I blushed. Dammit, don't keep your crush waiting Freddy!

"W-well, I, uh, um, uh-" I searched my head for a reasonable explanation but fail horribly. How on earth did I manage to deceive Leo all those years ago?! The thought of Leo makes me feel worse about myself.