Random Oneshots

Tell Em - Sabrina Carpenter

Reader POV

Lately Sabrina and I have been pretty distant with each other. Don't get me wrong I love my girlfriend but it's clear she doesn't know what she wants.

We've been together for 2 years now. It's just she's been big in the public and so have I. Making things harder on our relationship to hide it. Only because Sabrina isn't out. Yet I don't care about that. What I care about is how she treats me.

Sabrina walks into the front room of her apartment and lays on top of you.

"Hi baby." She greets you with a kiss, but you turn your head so it ends up on your cheek.

"Sab get off." You says as you move away from her. She groans. "You can't act like we fixed everything when we didn't."

"We already talked about this Y/N. I don't want to talk about it anymore."

"Well our relationship is on a stand still right now then." You say as you walk away from her into the kitchen.

"No. That's is not how this works. You can't keep getting mad at me for things you already know......"

"Actually I don't know Sabrina. I don't know what you want from me. You are confusing me. One moment you wants us to be so in love. Whether that's behind closed door or sometimes with your friends. Yet other time around your friends or in public you act like we are just friends. That I don't even matter. Then on social media you type these lovey dovey post and then fucking friend zone me at the end by signing some bs. Like I love you bestie or I couldn't ask for a better best friend. For fuck sakes Sabrina my love for you I can't turn it on and off. I wish I fucking could so this wouldn't hurt."

"Baby......." you reject her trying to embrace you.

"No you don't get to do that. I love you but you need to make up your fucking mind of what you want from me. I'm not asking you to come out. I would never even expose you for that but you need to figure out what you want between us."

"No. No. I already know what your thinking and I do know what I want." You grab your keys and start walking to the door. "Stop damn it. Don't leave me."

"I'm not leaving you. I'm giving you space, because all I know is that you definitely want me in your life. You just need to decide and let me know how you want me in your life, because I already know how I want you in mine. Honestly this is it for me. You Sab. I don't want anyone else. I can't even imagine a world without you in it. So just let me know." You kiss her forehead and head towards the door.

"Please. Stay here. You can give me space while being here, Y/N. I'll even sleep on the couch. Just don't go." She cries. You feel bad but both of you in the same space neither one of you will think.

"I love you." You tell her as you comfort her a bit.

"I love you." Sabrina sniffles out. You then take a step back and go back towards the door.

"A few days. Okay?" She nods to what you say to her.

"Wait who are you staying with?" The blond singer questions.

"Tay and O." She rolls her eyes.

"Okay." You leave the apartment and head straight to your best friends place. Once you get there they both jump on you.

"Whatdda up pussy? We missed you. Even if we did just FaceTime last night." Odessa says as she hangs on you.

"Not getting cancer is what I'm up too. I told you to stop fucking smoking." You says as you grab the cigarette box out of her back pocket. You open the box.