Random Oneshots

Lie - Caitlin Clark

Lie by Sasha Alex Sloan

You lay in Caitlin's arms for a few minutes. She then kisses your head and slips out. Getting dress to leave to only God knows where. You don't have the heart to call her back to bed. The answer is always the same anyways. No.

"I'll see you later baby. Gabby needs us. Boy trouble. I'll be back no later than a few hours."

"Okay."

"Love you."

"Love you." Just as quick as she got you in bed is how fast she leaves. No aftercare because she no longer cares.

At least she said Love you. Even if it isn't true.

You miss when she would hold you until you fell asleep. Then slip out to do whatever. Now she just lies to you. Even thought you asked her too. It hurts that she does. Leaving before a sense of security can even settle in.

You get up and go shower because you feel dirty. Used. A brief smile crosses your face because Caitlin left in your shirt and not her own.

You try not to spend too much time thinking about it. Because it always brings you back to when Caitlin actually loved you. Before you asked her to lie. So you can act like everything is fine.

Now you're just a body that warms her bed. You leave the bedroom dressed in your own sweats. Laying on the couch and putting on trash tv. Ignoring your phone.

Feeling more and more lonely as the seconds pass.

You cry yourself to sleep because you hate that this is how you are here. That you still have love for her. Or better words.... You're still in love with her. But you can't handle another heartbreak. Not right now.

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Caitlin shows up to Kate's with the other girls. Jada is the first one to ask.

"Where's wifey?" You are like part of the group but lately. Not so much. Kate knows the real reason. She caught Caitlin a couple times. And a few times you were with Kate when Caitlin got caught.

It hurts her because you are kind of numb to the bullshit.

"She's back at mine. Watching The Ultimatum." Caitlin answer nonchalantly.

"Awhhh I wanted her to come." Jada pouts. So does Gabbie.

"Give her a call she might come." They find it odd that Caitlin tells them to give you a call. Why not her? Caitlin always claims you are the love of her life. Right now she's making it seem like you two are distant strangers.

Gabbie decides to text you. Kate does to for a different reason. To make sure you are okay.

The night continues and they never got an answer from you. Caitlin is all in her phone typing away and laughing. All smiles.

"Who got CC flashing all 32s?" Hannah asks.

"Wifey." She answers then locks her phone. Placing it face down. That answered all of Kate's questions. It wasn't you and you were home alone with no invite.

Caitlin is unforgivable for everything she has done. She moved you into her apartment. She gave you a promise ring. Made the relationship public to the world. All of that just to isolate you and embarrass you.

You two argued about being public for so long. You didn't want to because you had your suspicions. Until one night she fucked you until you said nothing but yes.

Now she's out doing whatever she wants. Lying to you. Over and over again.

Jada walks over to Kate. Hugging her.

"You okay babe?"

"Yea." Kate worries about you because she knows the truth.

The night ends and Caitlin comes back. She sees you sleeping on the couch. She leaves you there and goes to her bed.

She lays there for a bit. The guilt setting in. She leaves college soon and you are picture perfect for her. Well more than picture perfect but how she treats you is shit.

She can feel you starting to lose hope. She remembers the last time you caught her cheating. You didn't say anything to her for days, but made sure to still show up to her game. Sitting with her family. You looked fucking amazing. You made her even forget you two were fighting.

Until you two returned back to the hotel room. You told her.

"Do whatever you want. But at least act like you fucking love me. Don't tell me you don't want this. Just lie to my face. Okay?" Caitlin nods. She knew that meant don't embarrass you and be lowkey with it.

It plays in her head everyday. You asked her to lie to your face. To fake it and look when you get naked. Even if none of it is true. To touch you like she did in the beginning. Just so you two can keep lying to the cameras.

Caitlin gets up from the bed and walks out to you on the couch. She has a soft smile on her face.

"Baby." She leans down and starts kissing on your face. "Baby come on."

"Mhmmm."

"Don't sleep on the couch again." You stretch and Caitlin kisses on your face before you finally pucker your lips. She kisses you sweetly.

"I love you." She whispers against your lips. "I'm lucky to be loving you." She can't imagine you leaving. Neither one of you ready for the heartbreak. She pulls you into another kiss before you mumble against hers.

"I love you too."