Random Oneshots

Better Days - Amanda Rollins

Based on Better Days by Justin Timberlake and Ant Clemons

Reader POV

You and Amanda had been childhood best friend and on and off again lovers. You had a bad tendency of blocking people out once they slightly hurt you. It could be minor and you would back out.

This came from your parents never being around really. Only when you achieved things they came around and bragged about it. Then they would up and leave again. Most of your time was alone studying to be the best you.

By the time you graduated high school you had a associate degree. Went to college for a year and half and collected an array of degrees. Bachelor degree in Spanish, psychology, criminal justice, and software engineering.

You taught yourself a lot over the years. Just to make sure you achieved everything you ever wanted. That didn't come without its troubles. Even though you had some issues Amanda stayed around.

You two were tied to each other. You were always there for each other regardless of your current situation. If you were angry at each other you would still protect one another at all cost.

Helping one another through whatever, but you both had a bad nature of settling down with one another. Both wanting to participate in some drunk hookups that you might later regret. Yet you both knew you two were endgame for one another.

Only issues was you two getting on the same page relationship wise. Yet when Jessie popped up in the picture you cut all of that. Amanda kinda of did, but you were truly committed to do right by Jessie. Until you fell off the train one time.

So when another situation came up you and Amanda weren't together. You had been around but also keeping your distance. You would spend a lot of time with Jessie and Noah at your place. Only because Liv was like your mother.

One of the many commitment issues you had. You didn't want to go into Amanda space and ruin things so you stayed alone. You felt like you were in the way something that stemmed from your parents.

Anyways you two were in a current situation sorta. You two were planning and working on getting back together. Until you saw Al Pollack a doctor you all knew show up to the squad room. Fin and Carisi gave you the run down of what was happening between him and Amanda.

You were pissed because she didn't bother to share that news with you. So later in the night when you were both pursuing a perp you abandon Amanda and went solo. This resulted in you getting shot.

Thank the Lord it was in the vest, but you surely did piss Olivia off.

"What the hell were you thinking? You have a partner for a fucking reason Einstein. You ever. And I do mean fucking ever go rogue like that again you will be on desk duty until you fucking retire. Do you hear me?" Olivia yells the second you get into her office.

"I have a shit ton of paperwork to handle and the press is having a field day with this one. You better pray there is no camera footage anywhere." She was pacing and yelling at you. You knew you deserved it.

"What's wrong with you?" Liv looks at you, but not long after Amanda comes in to tell Liv her and Fin are leaving for some random peeping tom.  You avoid looking at the blonde at all cost. You also didn't let her baby you at the scene after being shot.

You shot the perp and then arrested him not giving yourself the time to deal with the injury. You even fought the emergency responders saying you were fine over and over again.

"What happened between you two? I thought you two were getting back together."

"Pollack." Is all you said. Liv looks at you to explain but you look out and see the blonde that is being spoken of.