If I Hated You - Lauren Jauregui

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Y/N POV (G!P)

Lauren and I broke up about six months ago. Yes I kept track. Only because I'm broken hearted. She felt that's she wasn't doing enough while you were doing everything. Essentially that she was holding you back.

While you though that you were doing great until someone pointed out that you two couldn't tell the difference between each other life's anymore. They weren't completely wrong everything was merging together. Yet you and Lauren should've handled it better.

So you two left the relationship hurt and in two different places. Yet remained best friends. She is a big part of your life you just don't know how to let go. Plus kind of lowkey you want to get back with her.

Doesn't matter it has been trending everywhere that you are dating all these other celebs. Like your best friend and also your ex Sabrina Carpenter. She's your ex from high school and this is only implied because you both are still close to each other. Also you recently moved in with her and Joey.

Ever since all the news about all the projects that you're doing and have done and celebs you are "dating" has been released Lauren has not talked to you.

It was headlining about the Spider-Girl movie and your co-star was Zendaya. You were also starring in Eurphoria with Zendaya. Along with that other projects had been leaked like your new upcoming album, music videos, collabs, Johanna in Hunger Games, and Motherland: Fort Salem. It was a lot and you were doing a lot for your Youtube channel as well.

Currently you were on set with JoJo shooting your new single Somebody Else featuring her in the song. JoJo was straddling you as you sing into the camera. She then slides off of you and goes behind you kissing your neck while sliding her hand down the front of your body.

In here I need self control
You can't leave, I get possessive

In that moment of the video you turn your head to kiss JoJo. Yet you hear Sabrina yelling your name then stuff hitting the floor. You turn and next thing you know a phone is flying towards you and JoJo. You catch it quickly and look at who threw it.

"You bitch!"

"Lauren what the hell? I'm busy."

"Yea shooting a fucking porno. Fuck you Y/N." You leave JoJo on the set bed and lead Lauren to your dressing room on set. Lauren walks in and pulls away from you. You enter the room and look at what's on her phone screen. It the picture of you and Sabrina on the beach. It completely out of context. It also wasn't suppose to be released.

Sabrina was putting sun screen on your back and when she was done she slapped your ass. You instantly pinned her hands and started tickling her as payback. The angle it is from does not look like that. Look like you are on some Christian Grey shit on the beach. You duck when something else comes flying at you.

"Got damnit Lauren, stop."

"I can't fucking stand you right now."

"Lauren if you would just listen..."

"No fuck you. Did New York mean absolutely nothing to you? Then you are out with all these people probably fucking them. You are something else."

"Nice way of calling me a whore Lauren. Ohh and I thought we weren't suppose to talk about New York."

"Fuck you."

"That's exactly what we did. Nothing new."

"I knew you were going to say that and you know I should be okay with it, but I'm not...."

"Why not?"

"Shut up and just listen. I get it that we aren't together and you can like who ever. But New York and the things you were saying to me...... Ugh and it was hard to let you leave each time. Yet that last time it hurt the worst, because you didn't come back."

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