CH-13 Regrets?

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Standing Infront of the mirror I am looking at my reflection, messy hairs , puffy red eyes from crying and not actually in such a good state

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Standing Infront of the mirror I am looking at my reflection, messy hairs , puffy red eyes from crying and not actually in such a good state . We are finally back to home few minutes ago only and its late night only few hours are left untill its morning.

But thats not something I am worried about I am worried about mine and jimin's relationship like as soon as we came home , he didn't even stop to change his clothes or to take rest he left without informing me and its 2:30 am of night too late but still he picked one of his sports car and drove away without a word .

I tried to talk to him but he just ignored me and I swear that hurts like hell his silent treatment I barely can take it and it hurting me so much .

I washed my face and than wipe it from napkins before walking out of bathroom.

I walked downstairs in drawing room to call jimin from landline because surely he won't pick up my calls so I decided to call at his headquarters but than the receptionist told me he is not there

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I walked downstairs in drawing room to call jimin from landline because surely he won't pick up my calls so I decided to call at his headquarters but than the receptionist told me he is not there .

I sat on couch sighing deeply while crasseing my temples and leaning back Against the couch I wrap my arms around myself and look at ceiling. I can't sleep also knowing that he is out somewhere in the middle of night all alone .

Yes he didn't even took any security with him and not even his sports cars have any tracker on them which makes mw sick worried for him . He should atleast talk to me and clear out things I know I did a mistake but he should atleast talk to me , take out his anger on me or do anything he wants but atleast he should come home and talk to me this is not how we short out things .

One hour later I am still wide awake laying on couch waiting for him to come home and telling myself that he will come back ..... He will be not leaving me alone again . Yeah he won't do it not again but my heart is far away to accept that I am afraid that he will again leave me which I can't take this time .

So to keep myself in calm I keep telling me in my head that he won't leave and he will be back reassuring myself over and over , again and again but nothing is helping me instead everything is just getting worse and worse as time is ticking I just want him to be back home safe and secure even tho he won't talk to me I just want him to be back .

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