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Part 59: nigt swim

Adriana:

I don't know what Shawn has to say to me but I'd rather let him tell me that when we're alone than while his family is here.
If it's that serious I don't want us to argue, but if it's not... it can wait.

Aaliyah and I were bonding big time tonight and everything was actually not that bad. I expected worse ever since the knock at the door, but we fixed more tonight than having some more brokenness.
"We should probably get home. It was nice to see you again Shawn, and your home. And of course, meeting you Adriana." Karen gave us all a big hug before we greeted them and they left.

The house was empty again, but the walls kept all the laughter locked inside.
Happiness was still present and all I could focus on was the smile on Shawn's face.
"That was nice."
"For once, hanging with my parents wasn't that bad." I wrapped my arms around him, pressing my cheek up against his chest.

I felt his hands traveling up my back as he let out a deep, satisfying breath. "You know, I've been deeply craving to kiss you properly for so long now."
"Then what's stopping you now?" I cupped his face, caressing his cheek as his eyes locked down on mine. "You have absolutely no idea how much I love you. It can't be put in to words how much you mean to me." He pressed his lips to mine, slowly and gently pulling me closer to him.
Our lips never disconnecting as he swiftly turned us around, pressing me up against the wall.
Our hands intertwining above my head as he only deepened the kiss.

"You're right. That was good." He bit his lips with a contagious and growing smile on his face as he pulled away.
I just stared up at him, wondering about him. How our life will look in the future.
"Why are you looking at me like that Kendrick?" He smiled down at me. "Nothing, you're just beautiful." I pecked his lips one more time before walking to the room. "You know, my dad said our places looks good."

"Our place?" He leaned against the doorframe. "I was saving this for later but uhm..." he spun a keychain around his finger with a key attached.
"It's the spare key." He said softly and I jumped up in his arms after rushing up to him, wrapping my legs around his waist as he hugged me tightly. "Thank you." I practically squealed in his ear, feeling him kissing my neck before I pulled away.

"I could get use to this. Why don't you always do this when you see me?" I playfully rolled my eyes as I felt his grip moving from my thighs to my butt. "Really smooth Mendes."
"I have to hold you up somehow." I cupped his cheeks, ready to kiss the smirk right off his face.

He walked over to the bed, throwing me down as he crawled up on top of me, hovering over my body with his. "Our home." He smiled, "Our home." I placed my lips to his again, feeling his hands traveling up my body and removing my shirt and pulling it over my head.
"So beautiful." He kissed me again, before pulling his shirt over his head.

"You seem tired. I can feel it in the way you kiss me." I whispered, pulling away only a bit as I traced the outline of his lips with my thumb. "I am to be honest." He chuckled.

Why do I love him so much?
Well, that's hard to explain, but every last bit of him, every story, sight, memory and feeling of him... I've fallen in love with all that.
All of him.

"Well I need a shower." I rolled out from underneath him. "Uhm... maintenances hasn't gone that far yet babe." I groaned, looking out the window, but them smiling an almost evil, devilish smirk. "Well, we're blessed with a lake." I wiggled my eyebrows up and down at him before running out. "Wait up!" I heard him laughing.

I stopped right at the shore, watching the moon and feeling the small breeze. It may be autumn, but a swim will never fail. "Full moon." He placed his hands down on my waist, standing behind me as he too looked up.
"Beautiful isn't it?"
"Not at beautiful as you." He makes me blush, way too much. "You cheesecake. Let's go." I started undressing, hearing Shawn's breathing hitting skyrocket, making me even more blushed as he cleared his throat.

"Common, it's nothing you haven't seen before." He smiled, undressing as well. "I know, but still every time I do, it amazes me how beautiful you are. And you blow my breath away."
Even with all my flaws he still loves me, he sees past it all and loves me, for me.