Changing | SM

Part 105: fight

Shawn:

💞4 weeks later💞

I know we'll be okay. I'll be okay, and Adriana will be okay too. I'm scared, just like she is, but this will work out... right? Nothing bad will happen to her or the baby, right? I didn't sleep at all, I just held her in my arms, drawing small circles on her stomach and in general just looking at her.

She's all I need in life, all I probably ever wanted. But now we're blessed with someone of our own. I didn't think this will happen, I mean we used pro- wait... the day of the storm.

Shit.
That was the drop.

I smiled though, thinking back to the day. It was fun, not gonna lie. But this is the outcome of problems having too much fun. I wouldn't have it any other way though, to start this new upcoming life with Adriana, to see what will happen with us as a family in the future expands... it's just exciting.

"Hey. Why are you still awake?" She turned to look at me, and I smiled, brushing a few strands of hair out of her face.
"Have you thought about names yet?"
"That's something we should do together Shawn." She said softly through her sleepiness.

"Well I was thinking, if it's a girl, Skyler." She looked up at me, "And if it's a boy..." I cupped her cheek. "I was thinking Mason." Her small smile faded a bit as she looked at me, but then it appeared back, a little bigger than before.
"That's just if, I mean it doesn't have to be t-"
"I love it. Thank you." She pecked my lips before wrapping her arms around me and resting her head on my chest.

"Get some sleep Shawn." Her chuckling filled my ears and before I even knew it, I was asleep too.

💞6 months later💞

She's impossible.
Literally impossible to handle.

Every second is a change in mood and a new craving. But one thing stays consistent, and that's the way she looks at me.
Mad, sad, happy or just pissed off, her eyes stay soft. And through that I can see she still loves me, even though she yells at me for buying the wrong flavoured yogurt.
And I still love her, on the plus side.

"Adriana! It's not that big of a deal!"
"It is Shawn! This is the future and if you're not ready for that then I don't know what to do."

This is probably our first meaningful argument ever since she got pregnant. And yes, it's about her being pregnant.

"I never singed up for this Babe! This wasn't ever even an idea."
"I didn't sign up for it either Shawn but this is happening and it is what it is. It's so close and now you wish it away! And I know this wasn't part of the plan but it happened okay!" Within that second of her arguing back I was about to say something when life, for a moment, flashed infront of my eyes.

"Adriana!" I yelled, running up to her as she collapsed on the the couch, face scrunched up in pain and her hands gripped to her belly. She let out a small yelp pain, tears beaming in her eyes. "Is the baby coming?" She shook her head, "It's too early." My eyes grew big and my hands, legs and basically entire body was shaking.

"What's going on? What should I do?" She screamed out in pain again. "Something is wrong. T- aaaaahh!" I was feeling like crying now, just to see her in all this pain. "Take me to the hospital!"

I immediately picked her up, rushing out to the car and driving off.
I didn't even bother to lock the house.
She's more important.