Changing | SM

Part 89: movie night

Adriana:

So it's faith, he feels the same and also want me in his life further on. "You know..." I pulled away from the kiss, seeing his smile, warming my heart. "When I plan my future or try to see ahead, I see it going in two directions. One road is with you, and the other one if just black... when you're not there."
"You're my future Adriana." I pecked his lips once again but as I pulled away his eyes grew big as his eyebrows furrowed together.

"What? What's going on?" He looked around in the water, looking frightened. "Shawn don't fuck with me now." I pushed away from him, looking around to try and see what he's looking for.
"Aah!" He was pulled under the water, fighting to get above. "Shawn! Shit! Shawn!" I dived down and grabbed his arm, pulling him up, but as we emerged from underneath he cracked up.

"Haha! You should've seen your face!" He laughed hysterically. "You're retarded! You almost gave me a heart attack you dick!" I splashed him with water and he splashed back, making it to a full in war. "I hate you, you're such and asshole." I laughed as he grasped me in his arms.
"Well I'm stoked to see that you pushed fear aside to come and help me."
"Well duh! I don't want to die alone!"
"Aww." He kissed me again.

God I love this boy so much.
Too much.

I love the way we grew together in to what we have now. And to have that easing feeling that we're official, not to have the scare that he'd just leave or find someone else... it's satisfying. Not that I see him as that type of person who will just find love that quickly again, especially if it took him this long to confess his feelings to me.
"We should probably get back. My mum will get worried." He chuckled, wiping a few strands of wet hair away off my forehead.

"Okay. Thanks for rushing after me though. No mater how complicated we are, thank you for sticking with me." He pecked my cheek. "I'm the one who should be thanking you." We swam to shore and got out, got dressed and drove back to his parents place.
Tonight is our last night there actually, tomorrow we can come back home and make it our own again.

I missed the place, but I don't want to be here without him.
Then it's not home.

When we got to their place, there were no questions asked. We just went up to his room and lied down on the bed. I just want to take his time, make some of it mine.
I just looked at him and he just looked at me. Searching for stars between the galaxies in his eyes, feeling his love radiating to me and hearing his heartbeat in the silence of the moment.

No words would have to be spoken in this space. And I find it calming how we can just look at each other and be comfortable with the silence.
Speaking through our minds and hearts, the small smiles curving up on our lips and the chuckles filling the air from time to time. It's these moments I'll cherish forever and that I'll remember for a lifetime.

"Shawn! Adriana! It's movie time."
"Hey!"
"Oh yeah, and Brian is here!" I heard Aaliyah yelling from downstairs. "We should probably go."
"Just another minute, please." He pulled me closer to him. "Common!" I pushed away, grabbing his hand and pulling him with me. "Baby please. I just want to be with you."
"And there's so much time for that, but I'm eager for a movie."
"Kiss me so I know you'll promise me alone time later." He smirked at me and I knew exactly what he wanted, what he had in mind.

"You're nasty." I laughed and he groaned. "Ugh! Fine, just give me a kiss then." I cupped his cheeks and gave him a deep kiss. "Another time for whatever you had in mind." I winked at him, feeling his arm wrapping around my waist before we walked downstairs.

After greeting Brian and having some small talk, Shawn and I cuddled up on the lovesac bean chair in the corner as the movie started.