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Part 109: day out

Shawn:

I don't yet know when to ask her, even though she might not postpone it, I will.
I'd rather get married when we know everything is settled down and ready for, before we take the leap. But most of all, I don't want us to change when we make it deeply official.

I want us to stay the same, be the same as how we are now. Not that I think anything will change, it's just the bit of fear in me that's creating thoughts in my head to make me fear it more.
But I don't anymore.

I felt my little girl kicking and that was, maybe it truly was, the push that I needed to feel entirely that I'm in this with her. Now I cannot wait for her to come so that I can hold her and see how beautiful she is.
Little Skyler.

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"Morning babe." I whispered as I brushed a strand of hair in behind her ear, placing my hand down on her belly again.
The time is near and so is the time for me to make a move and ask Adriana if she so ever wants to even marry me.
"Only three more days." She smiled through her tiredness, putting a big grin on my face.

She's being booked in to the hospital in three days and then Skyler will be born. I'm over the roof about this all, and the joy in my heart can't be described.
"What's on the agenda for today?" I asked, drawing small circles on her arm as she moved closer to me, holding on to me. "Not much. Maybe go to the store or something but we can do that later on. Why?" I smiled as I looked out over our room.
"Because I want to take you somewhere." I said softly, seeing her smiling up at me as I mentioned it. "Okay." I pecked her lips, getting up to make her a cup of tea, but stood in the doorway of the spare room, seeing all the things we already gor for Skyler.

This is her room.
The baby room.

"Exciting, isn't it?" I felt her arms wrapping around my middle from behind and she left a kiss on my neck. "Exciting and scary."
"Don't worry about it Shawn, for the thousandth time... You'll be more than okay. I actually fear that I'll never have a moment with her because you'll take over." I laughed at her statement, knowing it kight be true.
But ah well, we'll take turns.

"Coffee or tea?"
"Tea please." She pecked my lips before I finally made my way to the kitchen. Is it true love when you can't get your mind, thoughts, eyes and hands off the one you love?
Well if it is, then I fucking truly love her.
She grabs my attention by simply just smiling. She makes me happy without even being around.
Just me thinking about her, I already have a smile on my face. But then, when I think about us as a family and my baby... that makes me even more happier.

"Here you go baby." I pecked the top of her head as I handed her her cup of tea. As I sat down beside her she immediately took my hand in hers, locking her eyes on mine.
"Is everything okay?" I asked as I saw her eyes abit more stressed than what they were before. "I'm scared." She whispered, "Ooh look who's scared now huh!" I laughed, sending a smile to her face as she pushed me aside. "You don't have to be afraid honey. I'm going to be there next to you every step of the way." I gave her hand a kiss before intertwining our fingers, feeling her resting her head on my shoulder and we talked on.
I love her too much. But even too much is never enough.

💞Adriana:

I don't know what Shawn has planned for this evening or even where he wants to take me. Just when I think he's all out of surprises, he yet again, surprises me over and over again.

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It's now far later on in the evening and I've been slouching around all day, watching Legaly Blonde and Major Movie Star over and over again.
Till Shawn came in and turned the TV off with the biggest smile on his face. "Babe!" I yelled as I sat up, lookig at him with disbelief. "Common darling. Get up, get out of your sweatpants and get dressed. We're going out!" He smiled with his hands in the air.

"Getting dressed takes longer than you think and it's hard." I moaned as he came walking over to me, taking my hands in his and pulling me up from the couch. "I'll come help you." He laughed, pecking my forehead before taking my hand in his and we walked back to our room.

After about half an hour I was fully dressed and my hair and makeup was done. "Now I'm exhausted." I laughed as I quickly just sat down on the bed again.
"We're going to be late." He stated as he took my hands in his again, pulling me up from the bed and giving me a scorching kissbefore we made out way out to the car.

He locked up the house and we took off. In to the unknown.
But I'm excited to see where he's taking me and for what exactly the I occasion is.