Chapter 100.

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Connor's POV.

My mind hurts. This block in my mind, it feels like something, no not something, Someone is banging it and is trying to get out. I want to scream with how much it's hurting.

This block won't go away. It's agonizing. Suddenly a memory starts to play in my mind.

I see..... myself? I'm running up to two people. I have the biggest grin on my face.

Wait? What is that I'm wearing? Is that a prison outfit? I don't understand!!! Then the person next to me speaks.

It's a girl. " Connor, there you are. You made it here. Good. " she says as she walks up and hugs this version of myself.

" Thank you. Thank you so much guys. You got me out of there. You saved me. " this version of me says.

" We will always protect you Connor. Promise. " this voice came from the one who owns this memory.

" Thanks Clayton. I'll always do the same for you as well. " says this version of myself. He walks up and hugs Clayton.

Why am I hugging Clayton? He's my enemy. I should be trying to kill him right now.

" Ok Connor, What's got you so hyped? " asks the girl.

" It's amazing Cassandra. I met her. I met the one. " says Connor. Cassandra? Why does that name sound so familiar?

Gasps were heard. " You met her? As in your mate?!" Asks Clayton excitedly.

" Yes. She's so beautiful.  I met her a ways back from here. Her scent..... ugh!!! I'll never forget it. It's like nothing I've ever smelt before. " says Connor.

" That's amazing Connor. Congrats man." Says Clayton.

" Thanks Clayton. " says Connor.

Wait, I'm just realizing now what I said here in this memory. I found my mate? Alpha said I never had a mate. D-did he lie to me? If this is a lie, then what else did he lie about to me? What happened to me?!!!

" What's the lucky girls name Connor?" Asks Clayton.

" Wait, as wonderful as this is, are you sure you know what you're doing? You could be putting her in danger being an escaped prisoner. " says Cassandra.

That makes sense. " I'm aware of the dangers. I plan on telling her soon. What she decides after that..... well we will cross that bridge when we get to it. " says Connor.

" Ok, just be careful. " says Cassandra.

Connor grins widely. " Well, tell us her name." Says Clayton.

" Amber. Her name is Amber. " says Connor.

My brain suddenly stops it's pounding. The scent on the pillowcase I'm holding becomes more distinct. Amber?

The pounding has given way a little. A crack has happened and it's as off something is leaking through.

I remember this scent. It's hers. My mates. That's why it calms me so well. It's the only scent in the world that could do that.

It also explains why my scent was on this pillow case as well. " Connor. She's always been there for you. She wants you to come home. Please remember?!" Begged Clayton's voice.

I open my eyes and looks at him. " My mate is Amber, as in Luna Amber?" I ask. I knew she seemed familiar.

" Yes, yes that's her. That's your mate who has been waiting for you since the day you disappeared. " says Clayton.

He has tears rolling down his face. " I've never seen you so happy before you met her. She restored you Connor. Got you free. Remember for her. " he says.

I feel guilty. I've been keeping a major secret. Alpha had more plans then one. I still feel loyal to Alpha, but I can't tell what's real and what's not anymore. It's so confusing.

Was all he told me a lie? If it was, then did he really kill my mother? Is Clayton really my best friend?

" Alpha said not to trust anyone. Not to trust anything you said. He said you would all tell me lies. " I mumble.

" Wait..... he knew you would get captured by us?" Asks Clayton. I nod.

" He meant for this to happen? Why Connor? Why can't you see we're your family?! Not him!!  All he's ever done is hurt you and take every chance he could to ruin your life. Don't let him succeed. " growled Clayton.

I snarl and the next thing I know. I have Clayton up gainer a wall with my arm against his chest pinning him. He isn't scared.

" I don't know what's real anymore!!! I don't know who to trust. That memory said you were my friend, but I still want nothing more then to slice your neck open. " I snarl. Clayton doesn't even flinch.

" I don't know who to trust. " I say.

" Trust her. Trust Amber. " says Clayton. I look up at him. " She's currently trying to catch one of the people that did this to you. She's taken the place of Luna. It's time you take your place as Alpha. "

I stare at him wide eyed. Alpha? I'm not an Alpha though.  " She's running your pack. Your fathers pack. She's been the Luna by herself. Become her Alpha. Be the man she believes you to be!" Cried Clayton.

Little scenes are flashing in my mind.

Feeling awful pain as I'm running somewhere.

A gunshot.

The way it felt to mark her.

The way I felt when I first laid eyes on her.

The pain I felt in my heart as he killed my mother.

Healing Amber as she was about to die.

Clayton is right. I need to trust her. She is who my loyalty lies with. I open my eyes again and look at Clayton. He is still crying.

" Alert whoever you need to. A-Alp.... Fenris has large groups of rogues outside every pack. He plans to struck when I give the go ahead. Everyone of those Alpha's packs and all those innocent lives inside are in danger. " I say.

His eyes widen in horror. " He meant for me to get captured. He said you would want me for some reason. That I was to distract you so they could move around freely. He'd play his part of not caring that I'm gone and I do mine. Not anymore. " I say backing up from him and grabbing the pillowcase as I he'd towards the cell doors.

" Wait... what are you going to do?" Asks Clayton.

" I feel a pull. It's pulling me towards her. " I say. I turn towards him one last time. " Thank you for your help. Im going home, to my mate. "

I then turn and take off running. As soon as I make it out of the prison, I shift and take off running. I know where these wolves as set to attack. I'll go far around them and get to her. I'll do anything possible for her and more.

Don't worry Amber, I'm coming home.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. The next chapter will be in Amber's POV. Until next time. :-)

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