Ch 52 | Physical Reaction

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Y/N's POV:

"I'm sorry, the person you are trying to reach is not available. Please leave a mess-"

"Goddamnit, Yoongi," you grit through your teeth, slamming your phone down on the dressing room counter. That's the fifth time you've tried to call him with no luck and your anxiety is at an all-time high.

"Isn't he with his parents?" Jungkook asks, and you facepalm yourself when you realize he probably won't answer anytime soon. He always tries to avoid cellphone usage during important meals.

You're currently in the dressing room wearing skimpy black and lacy lingerie underneath a charcoal bathrobe, with Jungkook and Gina, who happened to stop by to see her husband. The sight of you in such a small amount of clothing instantly made you lose your nerve, and you knew you needed to warn Yoongi. Unfortunately it doesn't look like you'll be able to give him a heads up, since he won't check his phone to read the three hundred texts you and Jungkook have sent him.

And of course Kai isn't answering either, the lazy bastard most likely still passed out. You decide to throw a Hail Mary and call the last person possible to calm you down.

"Hello?"

"Unnie," you whimper into the phone, tears brimming in your eyes when you hear her voice. "I need help, I don't know what to do."

"It's okay, Nabi," Sunny says calmly, noticing the panic in your voice. "Just breathe. Tell me what's going on."

You word-vomit everything that's happened in the last 24 hours, from offering to cover Kevin's shift, to finding out the type of shoot this is, to what you did to reassure Yoongi last night, to everything that happened with Aera, and now the sticky situation you're in.

"Jesus Christ," she exhales. "Can't you just have a normal life?"

"What do I do?" you whine. "G isn't answering."

"It's work, [Y/N]," she says sternly. "Yoongi will understand."

"Are you sure? He's literally telling his parents he loves me and trusts me as we speak, yet here I am about to get half naked with my old fuck buddy."

"Almost-fuck buddy," she corrects you. "And again, it's just work. You're not his cheating ex. There's nothing romantic between you and Namjoon, this is purely professional."

"She's right," Gina says, since you have Sunny on speakerphone. "I don't know Yoongi as well as you do, but I think he trusts you and Namjoon a lot."

"And I think Yoongi-hyung would rather you touch Namjoon-hyung instead of Aera," Jungkook adds. "He wouldn't want Aera anywhere near his brothers."

Knowing Jungkook supports this makes you feel a lot better, because he's very protective of Yoongi. If he thought this was a bad idea, he'd be the first one to tell you.

"I completely agree," Sunny says. "Sure, the situation isn't ideal, but it's better than the alternative. Plus, your face won't be shown, right? No one even has to know it's you."

"Bang PD promised that my identity would remain hidden," you sigh, frustratedly running your hand through your hair. "But still, Yoongi will know it's me. He knows my body better than I do."

"That's kind of hot," Sunny giggles, making your eyes roll. "You just need to relax, Nabi; it has to happen no matter what. You don't have feelings for Namjoon and he doesn't have feelings for you. Just have some mind-blowing sex with Yoongi later and reassure him like you did last night."

You want to believe Yoongi won't be angry with you; he said he loves you and he trusts you. But you're worried this will hurt him and he won't admit it. Although it's innocent, it'll probably remind him of what his ex did. If you were in his shoes, you'd hate this, even if you understood it.

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