Don't Tell

Nothing Happened

Jess's pov....

I'm known for doing bad things and not caring about the consequences. I use to be okay with touching a hot stove despite screaming in agony from the burns. I use to be okay with eating until my stomach aches and I threw up.

However, this time.... I'm thinking of all the consequences that could happen when I realize.... His lips feel fucking amazing on mine. He is still frozen and he won't react, but I just need him to.

I start to move my hips and a groan escapes his lips. I let go of his lips and I start to kiss his neck and this time he moans and grabs my hips.

"Fuck." He moans when I pick up my pace. His moan is so beautiful, I find myself purposefully slowing down to hear him groan in frustration. I want to tease him more but he quickly switches our positions.

"You are so fucking annoying Jess." He growls before attacking my neck with his lips. I moan and he grabs the hem of my shirt before pulling it off with ease.

"Holy fuck." He whispers looking over me and I grab at his shirt. I'm so ready to find out what size his penis is. I swear if he is small, I'll be crushed. I smile with anticipation but out of nowhere, he pushes me away and clasps a hand over his own mouth.

"NO, no.... No." He says shaking his head before he scrambles off the bed and out the door. I lay there in disappointment and anger. He was disgusted with me.... I turn onto my stomach and yell into my pillow.

I made a huge mistake kissing him. I'm so horny that I will fuck a tree branch. I hear my door click and I lift my head up to see a smiling Jackson. I sit up and squint at him, what the fuck is he doing in here? Did he hear me and Adam? Does he know?

"I missed you. Wanna go for a swim?" He asks and I take my time to look over him. He is shirtless, exposing his bare chest with a tattoo of a scorpion on his chest. He has swim trunks that hang dangerously low. I gulp at that and avert my eyes back to his face.

"No, I wanna fuck someone until my knees give up." I frustratingly say and he raises a perfectly arched eyebrow at me. He holds a finger and swiftly walks out the door. Sadly, I'm too tired to entertain Jackson.

I raise my head in shock at my door swinging open and a panting Jackson walks in. I squint at him for interrupting me from being angry at the world and huff.

"Jackson, what in the actual fu-." I stop mid sentence when he shows me the box in his hands. He smirks and I swear, if I squint anymore my eyes will be shut.

"Just a little something I bought for my boyfriend the other day.... However, he is being an absolute dick right now. So you can have his present." He beams with triumph and I chew my inner cheek.

If he thinks giving me a gift that wasn't supposed to be for me would make me happy.... He was absolutely fucking right. I smile and he tosses me the box before running and jumping onto my bed. Someone is.... Comfortable.

"Open it dumbass." He says fixing his position and sitting next to me. I roll my eyes and smack his thigh before opening the box. As soon as the object came to view I gasp and shove the box into Jackson's arms.

"Ow!" He yelps taking the box back. I punch him in the arm and lay down on my back. I close my eyes and sigh. A fucking vibrator, this long neck fucker gave me a vibrator.

"It works like a charm Jess. Here, let me show you." Jackson's words made my eyes fly open. Huh? Show me what? Show me how? I start to sit up but Jackson gently pushes me down.

"You can trust me Jess. I love men and that will never change. He says smirking and I roll my eyes. I mean.... I don't know him like that but I don't feel the need to run or anything. Jackson is more annoying than frightening.