❝I'll love you until the rain stops crashing.❞
A story about Harry and Christine. About their strong and endless love.
The same love that will be tested in many ways. Mistakes will be made, tears will be shed, hearts will be broken. Shared looks fu...
here is the new chapter..I hope you like it and don't forget to comment&vote
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Christine's POV
There's so many things I wish for in this moment. So many things you can't buy with money or the things that are so hard to have in your life. Like Harry's freedom; there's nothing I'd wish for more in this moment than that. I know it's impossible because he killed a man and he has to serve for what he's done, but just it doesn't feel right. Sometimes it makes me feel like the worst possible things happen to us, like the universe just doesn't want us to be together.
I've always considered myself as a good person; I've never done anything that was against the law or anything like that. I assumed that by being a good person, good things would happen to me. But, I guess I haven't been a good person since Harry came back into my life. I don't want to blame him for anything because I know that all what has happened is mostly my fault. I let myself go to my feelings, I let my emotions rule my life, not thinking properly any situation. And that costed me a whole lot.
It's not that I've became a bad person, I've just changed. In some ways, the change was good, but in other ways it's not that good. Since Harry walked into my life all I care about is him. I only care about the two of us and about our love and there's absolutely nothing I wouldn't do for our happiness. He's become the centre of my world, everything I do, has to revolve around him, around us. I guess I was so happy to have him back in my life that I didn't care about anything else, but just being close to him. For all those years I've spent without him, he was that piece that was missing. Nothing felt right, and when he was back, everything just felt right.
I was so blinded with my hopes and dreams of us together that I've completely lost the control over myself. I didn't care about hurting Luke, the one person who gave me everything I needed, my best friend to whom I don't even talk to anymore because I'm so occupied with this drama. I've excluded everybody from my life except of him. It's not healthy, I know it. It feels like I'm obsessed with him and I don't want to be.
But, just being with him makes me so happy. There's no words to describe the way how he makes me feel by doing the simplest things. I guess that all this time, through all those moths of being with him, I knew, I knew it somewhere deep inside of me that he and I won't make it for a long time. Maybe that's why I've took everything for granted and gave up everything for him, just to spend as much time as I can with him. I'm pretty sure I've lost my job already.
I guess the universe is finally winning; the two of us will be parted.
"You're being quiet," Harry whispers before he presses a kiss on my shoulder. I've been wearing his jacket all the time because all i have of my clothes is the blouse that Justin has given me and it has no sleeves and it's the end of January, "What's wrong?" he asks, his green eyes searching for answers in mine.
