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Chapter 84

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Harry's POV

I stare at the message for a brief moment, paralysed and unable to move my eyes from the video. No one seems to notice my sudden behaviour. I feel my hands start sweating as I nervously run my hand through my hair.

"I, um I have to go to the,um, the bathroom." I murmur, making Liam raise his eyebrow at me. As I make my way towards the bathroom at the end of the hallway.

"Are you okay?" I hear Liam ask me and I just nod as I stop into the bathroom, knowing that he won't see me. I lock myself and lean my back on the wall as I take deep breaths. I look at the video once again, looking at her somehow managing to look so flawless. I press play, already having the feeling that this won't be good.

"Hello, Harry," her fragile voice speaks up and I feel my heart break at the sight of her. She actually looks better than I thought. I feel a huge weight being lifted from my shoulders now when I know Justin's not hurting her physically, "I've been here for a while as you know, and Justin was actually really nice. He's not that bad like you said," she says and I feel anger boil up in me, just thinking about him being nice and close to her, "I also found out some things about you that I never would even imagine you are capable of doing. Justin opened my eyes and I'm so thankful for that," all the anger I started feeling disappeared when those words left her mouth. He wouldn't tell her what happened, would he? Fuck, this is a fucking mess.

"I realized you are not the person I thought you were. I was with a stranger all this time and the person I loved was a stranger," she says and my throat goes dry and my heart completely breaks at the words that are about to leave her mouth, "I don't love you Harry. I thought I do, but it wasn't you who I loved. It was the person I thought you were. Please stop looking for me. I'm fine and I don't want to see you. I need to be alone for a while and the last thing I want is you in front of me. Goodbye, Harry." she finishes with these two words and I press stop as I feel like my whole world is falling apart. I refuse to believe in that, but the words, they were all truth. This what she has said to me is exactly what I deserve to hear. I sit down on the floor, my back sliding against the wall.

But, I was myself with her. I got better with her. I love her. She made me better and she taught me how to love again. She loves me. I know that and I also know that she would never do something like that to me. She loves me for god's sake. I know it. I actually can be sure that she would go over anything for me because I would for her. But, it hurts. It hurts hearing those words being said by her. With her sweet voice. 

I press play again, expecting the video to start again from the start, but what I get is Justin's face with a smirk plastered on it.

"Hello, Harry Styles. It's been a long, long time," he speaks, "Explain something to me. You knew I would go after your girl, but you didn't do a thing to stop me. Well, I'm glad you didn't because I got the chance of being close to her, and Harry, she truly is beautiful. And, oh, so naive. Do you know that I made her believe it was you who has planned everything in the past and killed that innocent girl? Oh, Harry, I'm not shocked she doesn't love you any more. Have a nice life and stay out of trouble, kiddo." and with that, the video stops.