Rain ~ h.s. (au)

Chapter 7

4 MONTHS LATER

''I told you I don't know!'' I screamed in the phone.

''Yeah but still you deserve a party!'' Sus yelled at me. I just rolled my eyes. I don't need a party. I'll just stay at home and talk with Harry on Skype.

''Thank you but I don't want. Look I have to go. I'll call you later. bye.'' I said and hung up. I know that was rude, but she's so boring sometimes. Like now. I don't have to go anywhere. I just said that to have an excuse. That was rude too. I'm so rude. Tomorrow I'll have 17 years. I love birthdays. I get lots of presents every year. Last year Harry bought me a necklace. It was beautiful. I wear it everyday. Harry use to play with it all the time. Like a little kid. I miss that. But I'll see him very soon. I'm going to London next month. But it's a surprise. I'm so hungry. I'll better go eat something. Just as I stood up I heard my phone buzzing. What the...Oh it's Harry.

Harry<3: I love you sugar baby :)

Me: Haha I love you too curly:)<3

He sends me messages every day. Sometimes I really don't understand them. And him. He changed a lot. When I call him, he never answer and he never calls me anymore. He only sends me couple of messages. But that's it. And it's hurts. But I know that he has to study and everything so I don't bug him. I just miss our long conversations.

HARRY'S POV

Chris:Haha I love you too curly:)<3

She answered me. Oh my little girl... We don't even talk anymore at all. And it's all my fault. It's her birthday tomorrow. Or here today. Ya know time differences and all. Anyway, I can't be there. I can't hug her. I can't kiss her. Every time I think of her,it's kills me. I'm such a bastard. I'll never forgive myself. I'm not even that brave to tell her the truth. I'm a coward. I don't even know what's happening to me. Since that mistake, I'm different. I go to almost every party. I drink a lot. I changed a lot. I'm not Harry like I used to be. Now I'm...I'm...I don't know. I don't know nothing anymore.

''Harry are you going?!'' Justin screamed at me. I know he's bad person, but he always knows what I need. I don't do drugs. I'd never do that. I just drink. A lot. It helps me to stop thinking about what I did. To stop thinking about that fucking mistake. It has passed 4 months. I still feel guilty. And I will forever. But Justin says that drink keeps my mind of things. So it helps me to get my mind of my beautiful girl. Sometimes I just feel like I'm doing the right thing even if I know I'm doing the wrong thing. 

''Yeah just a second!'' I screamed back and looked myself in the mirror for the last time before repeating the same thing like yesterday.

CHRISTINE'S POV

*TOMORROW MORNING* (her birthday)

''Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to youuuuu.'' Mom and Bella sang as they were jumping on my bed.

''How are you today?'' Bella asked me in Elvis Presley's voice.

''Okay.'' I answered simply, chuckling.

''Only okay? Girl it's your birthday today!'' my mom screamed and kissed my cheek. Bella walked to my closet and opened it. Then she turned around to look at us and made an evil laugh.

''We're going shopping today!''she screamed and started jumping on my bed. I got up from my bed and ran down in the kitchen to escape from those crazy gurls. And then I fell.

''Chris, watch out!''mom informed me but to late. I got up and cleaned my butt. I fell on presents. Hmm..You know what that means ha? I sat at ground and started opening the presents. I probably look like a little child on Christmas.