Rain ~ h.s. (au)

Chapter 23

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-FOUR YEARS LATER- (lol)

Sun tickles my eyes like it's begging me to open them. I have to give in no matter how much I just want to lay in my soft bed. I hate mornings. So freaking much. I used to love them, but in those past years I changed a lot. Since...you know what. I stopped believing in fairy tales and happy endings. That exist only in movies and those romantic stories. Not in real life.

Today is the day. Four years ago Harry and I broke up. I know it's ridiculous to still remember that terrible day. After we broke up I was literally crushed. I didn't eat, I didn't sleep, I was in my room all the time. I spent my time on crying, sobbing, watching our pictures. And that just made everything worse. The first year was so damn hard. I would wake up, forgetting about everything, but after 2 seconds, I'd remember and start crying again. I was acting like I lost all hope in my life. I was lost in my own world of sadness and pain. I would even, wait for hours for him to open my bedroom door and step in smiling at me. But that never happened. The first year I didn't know how to breathe. I pushed everyone away. Even my mom. But then one day, I don't know how, I decided that Harry is past and someone else is the future. All our photos and all presents he gave me, I put in one box and put it under my bed. No matter how many sad memories it brings, I still keep it. It's like a little peace of me. It's hard you know. When I left him there that night, I left a big part of me with him. And it was hard moving on without that part. But I managed it. Somehow. I think.

''Someone is up early.'' Luke chuckles behind me. I roll my eyes.

''Shut up.'' I smile giving him a peck on the lips. Yes I know I know.

Like I said. I changed a lot.

And a lot of thing happened too. After Harry, I was afraid to have a boyfriend. To even go near a boy. I was afraid to love. But I still had couple of them. Okay, I had one. His name was Alex. His hair was curly and eyes brown. He was so cute. But we broke up. It didn't work. I was uncomfortable in his presence, which was extremely weird because he was my boyfriend. Probably, I'm the reason why we broke up. And, yeah I know what you think about the hair. It's curly. Just like Harry's.

Anyway, Luke invited me on a date one day. I wasn't really sure about going on it, but I still said yes to not hurt his feelings. I did the right decision though. It was fun and I had a really great time. After that we started dating. And we're still together. He's amazing boyfriend really. He's so careful with everything.

Sus and Spencer are together. I still can't believe she's in serious relationship. But that's not the funniest thing. They moved to London! And me and Luke with them. Don't comment. We moved together in one small apartment, at first, but after a while Luke and I moved to our place. With Sugar. Our place is not big but it's not small either. Just like Sus and Spencer's. We live in the same building so. I know. My mom is still in Chicago. And Bella. Well, Bella is married. I can't believe in that either. Her husband is Jacob. They're so happy together. My mom met someone and I was really shocked when she told me that. But I'm happy for her. She deserves someone who'll love her and make her happy. As I know, his name is Mark and he has a son. His son's name is...Connor I think.

And about Harry...I didn't see him from that night. I only saw his mom and Gem. I wanted to ask them what's Harry doing now, where does he live and things like that, but I didn't. Harry is part of the past and I want him to stay there.