I feel the light tickling my eyes and opened them slowly, waiting for them to adjust to the sun they don't very much like in the morning. It takes some time for me to remember everything from last night. But, oh, when I do, I close my eyes again with a smile plastered on my face as I chuckle at nothing.
It was perfect. Magical. Just amazing. I was never so happy. I was in pain, of course I was. It was my first time! But when I looked at his eyes, I was in less pain than I was before. I'm so happy that it was him. And I always wanted it to be him. For my first time and for every other time. He was so just gentle, afraid of hurting me and it made me realise how much he loves me. And the letter he gave me. It was something I needed to know. Something I'll keep for the rest of my life. Just like the album. It means so much to me.
I look at Harry, who is still sleeping peacefully, with his hair all around the place, in a real mess. He looks like an angel. I'm so happy to have him. He proved me last night that he'd never hurt me. That I'll always be his and he'll always be mine.
''How long have you been watching me young lady?'' his soft still sleepy voice spoke. I feel heat in my cheeks and smile, still looking into his green eyes.
''Don't flatter yourself.'' I reply as I hit his shoulder playfully and yawn.
''Last night was...I can't find the right word to say it. To describe it.'' He chuckles. And first thought that came on my mind was - What if he didn't like it? I mean, he's a man. He surely expected it to be more than it was.
''Was it that bad?'' I ask and he stares at me for a while, before he rolls his eyes and places his hand on top of mine.
''Chris, no, no. It was...perfect, amazing, beautiful, fantasti-'' I kiss him to make him stop talking. I'm just really happy he liked it because I was so damn sure it was terrible. I mean i didn't even try to do something, I was practically lying like a dead fish on this bed. Oh, god, I should stop thinking.
''Harry thank you. Last night was...special to me. I'm so happy that you were the first one. I love you so much.'' I whisper. He presses his forehead on mine, making me smile.
''I love you, too Chris. More than anything. And I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I hope you'll forgive me one day.'' He says while I'm looking at him with a confused look. What was that all about?
''What are you talking about?'' I ask and pull away.
''N-nothing. Forget it.'' He replies, obviously trying to convince me that everything's okay, but hell, I'm not convinced. Something's definitely not okay. But I don't feel like arguing at this moment. I feel like a real teenage girl right now. To be honest, the first time as sex wasn't much. It wasn't the pleasure I expected. But, the fact it was Harry and I making love, both of us for the first time, that made it just perfect.
HARRY'S POV
I can't believe I just did this. So close. But I want to tell her, I really want to say it and stop lying. But, I don't want to lose her. I can't, not after last night. Last night was absolutely amazing. I never felt so happy. So completed. I love her and when I say that I don't mean it like any other teenage boy, but like I really really, love her. And I'm really glad that I was her first. And not some other jerk.
''Harry, when will Louis come?'' she asks while her blue eyes are staring into mine.
''I don't know.'' I mentally slap myself for not asking him that before.
I look at her and grin immediately. She's so beautiful, so perfect. The only thing you can see on her is perfection, pure perfection, beauty and an adorable smile.
''Don't look at me like that.'' She blushes. One thing is sure. I love making her blush. She looks so cute. I could literally eat her. In many ways. Fuck, she was delicious.
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Fanfic❝I'll love you until the rain stops crashing.❞ A story about Harry and Christine. About their strong and endless love. The same love that will be tested in many ways. Mistakes will be made, tears will be shed, hearts will be broken. Shared looks fu...