#janny (JessieJ and danny o'donoghue fanfiction) xx

Chapter 128 - human again!

*jessie*

It's Saturday and Danny is back now. Me, dan and Orla are In our bed. Common thing now. Haha.

Danny: babe, get dressed, mm comfy... ok?

Jess: why?

Danny: me and Orla have a surprise!

He kissed my lips and they both got up and ran off. I hate surprises! but I also trust in Danny. I get up and walk into the bathroom. I'm starting to get my weekly energy dose. I opened the cupboards and found all my pills. I have about 11 to take now.

1 - the pill, pointless since me and dan aren't having sex but to keep a routine and yeah I'm still on it.

2&3 - these are blue and white and they are for the cancer just to help the chemo I don't know, I don't understand it all.

4&5 - painkillers. I'm in so much pain so these releases it abit. They are very strong! I'm still in pain but not as much.

6 - is my heart pill, to try and keep my heart on a steady beat. As always.

7 - stress pill. This one is too do with my heart too. They release hormones to make me less stressed when I am stressed.

8&9 - these are to make me happier and to give me energy. They are like a boost. Needed!

10&11 - these are for my muscles and bones to keep them strong, since cancer is killing everything. So like vitamins and stuff but more pacific.

I neck them all and get in the shower. I take relax and wash myself before getting out. The pills have started to give me some colour so now I'm not as grey as I am the rest of the time.

I look through my wardrobe. Mmm. Comfy. I grab some leggings- black and white strips. And a jumper that has a pug on the front. I have no hair to do anything with so I apply some make up and slowly walk down the stairs.

Orla greeted me by hugging my legs. I smile and kiss her head. It pains me that I'm not strong enough to pick her up now. She is tiny but I just don't have the energy. She understands- well the best a one and half year old can!

We walk through to the kitchen where Danny smile and comes over.

Danny: ok?

I nod. He take my hand and we get in the car- after I've grabbed my bag, phone and all the things I may need. We drive, no idea where we are going. We pull up in a car park. I read the sign. I've heard of here. It's new, like a huge family play thing. Apparently it's really good! the car park is like a ghost town. Mm?

We get out and walk towards the doors, all holding hands. As a family it's nice. The record label made the paps stop coming to our house but now I'm not with them it's likely they will be back. It looks closed but Danny opens the door and let's is in. I hear some lights flick and the whole place lights up. Wow. It's a HUGE sort of play area. It's got slides, ball pits, bridges, soft areas- EVERYTHING.

I Smile and Orla runs off.

Danny: some family time, you know before you get too ill for me to do this too!

He picks me up and runs towards the ball pit.

Jess: no! danny! no! *laughing*

He chucks me and I can't help but laugh. He jumps in and we all laugh.

Jess: why is it so empty?

Danny: cause it's just for us... cause we love you!

I have a never boost like no other. Like the adrenaline from being alone with my family! I get up and me and Orla race Danny down slides. We chuck balls and mess about- I miss being a kid!