*Jessie*
Everything feels… numb. I guess it’s numb. Close your eyes, that’s how it is. Everything is black. I can feel slight feeling, im still in pain, the dull, numb, aching pain and its worse now. Now that I can’t tell anyone how I feel. I can’t move. I can’t speak. I can’t do anything. I can hear some things.
At the moment someone is holding my hand, I think. I feel someone fiddling with my IV line and wires.
Skyler: happy Valentine’s Day Danny
Danny: y-yeah, you too…
Oh god, its valentine’s day! I can hear how hurt and cut up Danny is in his voice. The anniversary of his dad’s death. I know how hard this day is for him, and now his wife is in a coma. Oh my god I need to wake up. I need to hold him and tell him it’s all ok. I hear him talk to him dad
Danny: what is this dad? Why does life hurt and take away those that I love? And I know you’d be saying ‘when you pick a flower in the garden which ones do you pick?’ the most beautiful ones, but sometimes you need to leave them ones to grow… a few years ago I had nothing, I hit low. I’d lost you and I pushed everyone away then jess came into my life and I suddenly got everything. And everything I didn’t have, she made me feel like I did. The pain of missing you became bearable but now she isn’t here, you’re not here, ma isn’t well… the pain is worse than ever. I can’t be with my little girl, I might as well not be with my wife, and I can’t be there for ma when she needs me… I feel like a let-down. I fought so hard to keep jess’s treatment going, but I don’t even know if jess wants to keep going, whether she ever has wanted to keep going… I don’t know how to talk to orla about it all, god you’d love her, she’s smart, funny and gorgeous… are you proud of me dad? Did I make the right decisions? I can’t believe that within 5 years I have found my soul mate, married her, and got a little girl, wow. I married, I can’t believe it. I couldn’t even imagine marrying anyone better, jess is king, caring, she makes an amazing mother, she cares for everyone before herself, she is talented and oh my god so gorgeous… she is beautiful. I’ve never seen someone so beautiful walk this earth… what am I going to do dad? If she doesn’t make it? How will I be able to cope? I miss you too, I hope you are ok now… if jess doesn’t make it please look after her…
I hear him break down, I want to cuddle him and wipe his tear. THIS IS STUPID! WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UPPPPPPP! FUCKING WAKE UP JESSCIA!
Im crying a river inside. What Danny just said. Knowing he is upset. This whole situation!
*Danny*
This is torture! I miss my dad, my mum, my brothers and sister, my baby girl, MY WIFE!
I haven’t really stopped crying all day, this day sucks normally but now jess isn’t here and my world has changed in a second it feels like I can’t breathe. What have I done to deserve this?
I decide to sing to jess, to take my mind off everything too.
If I should die before I wake
it’s 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
With no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
Baby
There's no air, no air
No air, oh!
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
(No air)
(No air)
(No air)
(No air)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air
Danny: I’ve got no air without you jess, how am I supposed to breathe?
I cry- again. Suddenly all jess’s heart and brain and all machines start beeping and going crazy…
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FanfictionThey say love is hard, and i think both danny and jessie will find that out. but will they make it through the hard times life throws or crumble under preasure? Jess has a past of bad decision and Danny need love to put his habits right, can they so...
