#janny (JessieJ and danny o'donoghue fanfiction) xx

chapter 134 - when im away...

*no one (3rd person)*

***A/N ill explain in my a/n at the end why i did this, im not sure if i like it, let me know what you think :))***

jessie lay flopped on her old bed, one that creaked when you move. she thought about what to do, the mess she had made, and how danny must be, looking after their little girl not knowing where his wife was- alive or dead. while danny sat at home on the sofa, head in his hand, half drunk beer on the table and a family picture in a frame held tightly between his slightly shaking hands.

jess had been gone 3 days, 2 nights. danny had heard nothing. he worry out his mind at the thought he never said goodbye probably and whether he would see his beautiful wife again. rain pour down outside- loudly. it was broken every now and then but the sound of a loud rumble of thunder or a strike of lightning...

both sit in silence, in their own worlds. you can imagine music kicking in, like in a movie. photograph ~ ed sheeran...

'loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes,

but its the only thing that i know

and when it gets hard, it can get hard sometimes,

its the only thing that can make us feel alive..'

jessie lay looking at the patterns that swirl round the room, not moving, images of her and danny from start till now flick through her brain, her family, orla, friends, who she would be leaving. she didnt want that- this. non of it. but some of her did,

'we keep this love in a photograph,

we make these memories for ourselves,

where our eyes are never closing,

hearts are never broken,

and times forever frozen...'

danny stare intently at the picture, his thumb would brush over jess now and then as he remembered the days they had, and how it was left... they look so happy, so full of life and love...

'so you can keep me,

inside the pocket,

of your ripped jeans,

holdin' me close until our eyes meet,

you wont ever be alone,

wait for me to come home...'

jessie picked her phone up and held it where she could see. 4.05pm. danny and orlas face at the play area softened her face. she rolled up and ran down stairs, she flung open the door and ran out to her car. the rain poured just as hard. she started her car and drove off, her parents stood in the doorway confused. its time...

'loving can heal,

loving can mend your soul,