#janny (JessieJ and danny o'donoghue fanfiction) xx

Chapter 121 - Kaleidoscope

*jessie*

My treatments that was 3 days ago was harsh at the time but after I had this burst of energy! I feel alive!

And today it's comic relief. Which means, you guessed it! I have to shave my head. Every time I think about it I wanna cry. I love my hair. It's my icon. I don't wanna be known for my bob like I am but I've grown attached.

Danny: you know you will look gorgeous with it with out your hair... I'll still love you!

I gave him a thank you smile and looked down. He came close ok the sofa and lifted my chin.

Danny: babe, I don't know what to say. I don't know or have any idea what it feels like to go trough that. And I know that. But what I do know is that, I'm not attracted to you because your hair or perfect looks but because you have a heart of gold. Jess your my world not your hair. I want your fears, your hopes the whole kaleidoscope...

He placed a delicate kiss on my lips.

Jess: I love you... but I'm scared. Scared your not going to want me when I have no hair, all thin so you can de every bone in my body, pale and life less...

Danny: oh babe... no matter what you will always be beautiful to me!anyone who can't see that is blind...

He wiped my tears and pulled me close.

Jess: I need to be getting ready...

Danny: okay babe

I got up and showered. I chucked on a jumper and leggings on. They would do my make there and hair. No idea why. I also are not Aloud to pick an outfit.

I grab my hand bag and find dan in the kitchen.

Danny: come cheer up! It will Be exciting!

Jess: yeah, I know it's all for a great cause but it's the fact that I haven't decided to do it or have the choice but are being forced!

Danny: I know babe, come on let's go.

We all got in the car and set off. Dan was driving. I opened twitter to try calm my nerves. They were all very supportive and lovely!

examples-

@JessieJ your such an inspiration! #rolemodel #JessieJComicRelief

@JessieJ I can't believe what your doing! it's amazing! Goodluck! #JessieJComicRelief

@JessieJ please see this! 🙏 http.twitterpic.jsody87629_¥||ksu=%#

I clicked the link and it was someone's notes page screenshot.

Hey jessie

I just want to say what your doing tonight means a great deal to me. My mum suffers with mental illness along with a lot of other stuff. My dad died in a car accident when I was younger and I am her only child which mean I have to care for her, as we don't have much money. But knowing that my idol is doing something to support and help a charity that has helped me so much means the world! I know how much you love your hair and that makes it just that little bit more special! jessie your a role model to so many! you've lifted my spirits and are going to help so many kids! so thank you and good luck!

Love always, lalia xxx

I smiled to myself. She is right I'm going to be helping so many young kids! that's all I've wanted to do. That message really has lifted my spirits too.

Reply-

Hello lalia I'm sorry to hear about your mum and dad, but I would like you to know that your message has lifted my spirits too! so thank you! I hope things improve for you! xx

We soon arrive and I get out with a smile on my face. Ready to do this. Mood swings much. The area was clear no paps aloud. So me and dan walk in, both hold one of orlas hands. Swinging her ever 3 steps.

Once inside I am whisked away. They make me change into a black crop top and black tight but flow trousers. Alisha does my hair. Pointless. He makes it a nice sleek bob. IM aloud to do MY make up for once. I don't do much before taking pictures of my hair, a few selfies and some pictures with Orla and Danny. I post the selfies on Instagram and are rushed to a chair. Cameras are set up and I'm checked.

There's a TV monitor behind me. I watch it in the mirror. It's my campaign film. I smile at Orla who is hidden away from any cameras.

TV guy: 30 seconds till live- 20- 10- 5-4-3-2-1

*danny*

I'm so proud of Jess doing this. I really am. I know it would happen anyway but the fact she is doing it for charity. The cameras span round her and she seems to have lightened up she is bubbly and herself again. Pulling stupid faces. They take a first snip before the cameras cut and Alisha is left to shave it.

Silky black hair fell to the floor. It took about 45 minutes before it was done. The cameras kept flicking in and out. Once she was done she got up and was aloud to have a breather before going out on stage.

She came over to me and Orla.

Danny: wow, babe, you look amazing!

Jess: thanks... bit cold

I laugh.

Jess: does mummy look different?

Orla nodded and put her hand out on her head. She giggled.

Jess: dos mummy look funny

Orla: yeah

They both giggle. She have us both a kiss before being pulled to the stage. She ran on being all jessie. I smile, it's good to she her happy. I know soon she is going to be down and it's going to be hard.

Davina: here she is! JESSSSIEE J

Jess: HELLOO

Dermet: wow. How was that?

Jess: scary! yeah, great but scary!

Davin: you glad you've done it?

Jess: yeah, I really am! on the way here I was very hung up on the fact of what I was doing but I got a very special tweet of a fan and it made me realise that this is going to help so many people! I've raised near 100,000 pound already! which is amazing! and I just wanna say please please please give because it means so much!

Davina: well we can now tell you that your total is more than that! It's now 350,673!!!

Jess: wow! THANK YOU!

She blew kisses down the camera.

Davina: well here she is, with less hair but a great voice. Singing who you are for comic Relief it- JESSIE J!

She was handed a mic and began. It was great! amazing! her voice filled the whole studio! I know she is trying her best in this performance. She thinks and knows it may be her last.

She comes off stage as everyone is on their feet cheering. She has to answer a few questions for the paps before we can leave. They make sure they stay away from Orla and we drive home. I look over and smile and Jess she smiles back and hold on to my arm leaning on my shoulder and we drive through the mainly empty streets, listening to the radio playing softly in the background.

I'm scared. I can't deny that. But I know we have to be strong for each other. We have a long road ahead.

****sorry it's short but I'm trying to write and it's deleting it and ughh! yeah haha sorry :) please comment vote fan:Dxx***