*jessie*
its the 23rd of september, its nearly been a year since i found out about the cancer. but will i make it till christmas, who knows...
im booking danny and orla a flight on the 2nd of october and me one for the 3rd. its a saturday so im feeling at my best for the week. i watch my fingers as they tap away at the keys, my thin pale fingers. i press my nurse button and skyler pops in,
skyler: how we feeling?
jess: ok thanks, um is there a printer?
skyler: yeah, here
she wrote down a email address
skyler: just send what you want to be printed to this email and it will print in the staff room...
i thanked her and did as instructed, i sigh as i close my laptop. i open my phone and scroll through the contacts deciding who out of andrea, vicki and mandy i should call... andrea
*call*
andrea: JESS!
jess: haha hi andrea!
andrea: its so nice to hear from you! how are you?
jess: as well as can be, you?
andrea: good, yeah im good, so what do i owe you the pleasure of this call?
jess: haha well, for daniels birthday
she laughs
jess: i want him to come see you guys, but i know he will worry about me, so im going to suprise him. i will persuade him to go see you, and me come the next day i could just use a little help pulling it off?
andrea: sounds great! but are you ok to fly?
jess: yeah, ive spoken to my nurse and its all good
andrea: it will be so good to see you all! we really have missed you!
jess: awh, we've missed you too!
we spoke a little longer about what we were going to do and i heard the recognizable irish voice.
jess: ive got to go, daniel is coming...
we both laugh
andrea: ok, say hi to daniel from us, love you see you soon!!!
jess: love you too!
*End of call*
i hung up as danny walked through the door, he was holding a bunch of roses. i smile, andrea had cheered me up loads!
he came over and gave me a hug and kiss,
danny: these are for my beautiful wife!
i smile and smell them
jess: thank you they are beautiful.
danny: like you
jess: thanks, oh, andrea says hi
danny: andrea?
jess: yeah
danny: as in my sister?
jess: yes
i giggle
danny: when did you speak to her?
jess: just now
danny: about?
jess: what is this? 21 questions? just stuff, she wanted to see how we were...
danny: mmm
he doesnt look convinced, but leaves it. skyler came through holding what i had printed. she saw danny and turned around. danny gave a funny look, shit what if he works it out. nah he wont... i hope.
jess: hows my little baby?
danny: not so little, but she is ok...
jess: awh, where is she today?
danny: well i think she is seeing her new cousin, with tommy today...
jess: awh, everyone else ok?
danny: yeah, yeah...
jess: and you?
i raise and eye brow and look at him to say, i didnt forget.
danny: better now im seeing you... i hate this! more than anything!
jess: me too
danny: no, its not fair, i cant stay by my dying wifes side!
jess: no instead you have to stay strong and look after our daughter!
he looked down, holding my hand.
danny: this isnt fair!
jess: non of it is...
we sat in silence for a bit
jess: come with me...
i slid of the bed and sat in a wheelchair. my leg throbbed, why did i have to fall down the stairs?!
danny: were we going?
jess: come on...
i grabbed a blanket and danny pushed me, i told him where to go.
danny: jess i dont think you shou-
jess: relax danny...
we came to the park i could see out my window. we sat by a tree, i carefully got out the chair with help from danny and we sat down, his arm round me, my head on his shoulder with a blanket wrapped round us.
jess: everyday i lay and watch the kids run around, playing. i wanted to come see it...
danny: do you remember that day we took jackson out for a walk and we had a picnick in that field?
jess: yeah... i also remember how it ended too
i winked at him and he laughed
danny: that was a good day!
jess: yeah... i miss that fur ball!
danny: me too... maybe one day we could get another? jackson 2.0
i laugh
jess: yeah!
we sat and watched the kids run about and the trees blow in the wind. the air was cool and normally i would have complained but the fact im not stuck in that white box its ok. we stayed out there a little longer before it got to cold and we went back to the room.
we lay a little longer, we dont speak much now, we both know what we want to say to eachother but dont want to say it. but its ok, just to be in eachothers arms is enough. i hold back my tears when danny has to go.
jess: i love you, text me when you get home, give orla a huge kiss from me!
danny: will do, i love you too!
he gave me a kiss and left. i sigh as skyler comes in- not because its her just because im on my own. she gave me the printouts and we chatted for a bit before i turned over and tried to get some sleep. for once i was actually tired. maybe it will be a new thing- i hope so!
*****Sorry its nto amazing, yeah i leave for italy friday for a week, im not sure about internet yet but will have my laptop so will be able to write if there is :) please comment, vote and fan:Dxx*****
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