#janny (JessieJ and danny o'donoghue fanfiction) xx

chapter 189 - 50/50

*Danny*

I stared deeply at jess. God i miss her. I know i say it so much but i do, i miss her so bad, nothing seems the same without her anymore. Down to the little things- my tea tastes different. Although i never really liked jess's tea but i actually miss is. Nearly 4 months! 4 fucking months without the sound of her voice, her soft touch or gorgeous eyes. 

And now? Skyler seems serious... does she have bad news? Will i never see jess's gorgeous eyes again? Hear her angelic voice? or taste her weak milky tea? Id died to have another cup of her tea. Ugh. This is torture! What have i done- has she done to deserve this?

*flash back*

Jess is sat on a chair outside round a table smiling, big bug glasses on and a big sun hat. Her dad was at the BBQ, rose in the kitchen. Hannah and Rachel were sat round the table. The kids running about. 

Mine and jess's yes locked. She smiled at me and everything slowed. The sun was shining bright. I walked over to her and sat next to her. I smiles and linked our fingers.

Danny: alright gorgeous?

Jess: yep

Her smile was the only thing I could focus on

Hannah: so Danny you sticking around?

Danny: long as im wanted yeah

I don't break my eye contact with jess

Rachel: better than that last jerk!

Jess: well he's gone now

Danny: I better not see him again, I'll kill him

Hannah: not if I get there first

Jess gets up; she pecks my cheek and walks indoors. Oh dear.

Steven: well done girls

Rachel: what?!

Hannah: *sigh* I'll go

Danny: no, I will

I get up and walk in

Rose: ah Danny, you ok?

Danny: fine thanks rose, where did jess go?

Rose: um upstairs I think

I smile and go upstairs. I remember where jess's room was- from when I first stayed here *wink, wink*

I pushed the door open and saw jess sat at her old dressing table wiping her eyes.

Danny: oh babe

I walk over and pull her into a hug

Danny: im sorry

Jess: you haven't done anything

Danny: then why are you crying?

Jess: because they reminded me of everything that happened... such a disgrace!

Danny: don't ever say that! You're not a disgrace!  

I wiped her eyes

Danny: most women would have had to have years and years of therapy but you've gotten straight back up and carried on... you're so strong!

Jess: only because of you- I mean it Danny; I can make it through anything if you're by myside! You give me this strength I can't explain... I feel like I have everything and what I don't you fill in... I feel so strong and powerful around you.

Danny: it's the same for me; you make me feel on top of the world jess... I can't even bare to think about losing you!

Jess: same Mr! I've really fallen for you, I've fallen hard

Danny: I've fallen for you very hard too!

We share a passionate kiss and go down stairs. It's true; I really have fallen for her. I don't know what I'd do without her.

*end of flash back*

It's the same now. I don't know what I'll do if she goes. I fell for her hard all those years ago, and im still falling. Everyday my love for her gets stronger.

I look back at Skyler

Danny: a-about what?

Skyler: may I sit?

I nod

Danny: bad?

Skyler: not as such, I just wanted to talk to you about Jessie... I know my dad has been very busy at the moment- the ward is very understaffed, so I know he hasn't been very explaining about everything... I don't understand it all I must be honest but I do know this...

I listened intently

Skyler: Jessie has good hope Danny; her cancer results are showing amazing recovery! However im not saying she is clear, just that you shouldn't lose hope in her, her brain activity is getting stronger by the hour!

Danny: so she'll wake up?

Skyler: I don't want to give you false hope danny but I don't want you to think there is none... jess's heart is weak at the moment, but her brain is still strong. Her blood pressure is low and she is relying on a lot of help at the moment, but that can all change. If she wakes up her body will take over all these needs...

Danny: so what does all that mean?

Skyler: there's along way to go, but jess is showing some impressive signs of recovery! Before it was more 10% chance she would live 90% she would die... now, it's more 50/50.

Wow. Skyler explains the medical side more but I don't focus. She has had a 40% survival increase! She can do this; she's going to make it!

Skyler leaves

Danny: baby, you can do this, I know you can, you have it in you!

I hold back my emotions

Danny: your so close baby, so close to beating all this...

I wipe a stray tear

Danny: im never going to let you out of my sight or let anything harm you again! I promise baby

I compose myself before deciding to call Hannah. She doesn't answer so I leave her a message- although she will probably pop up soon.

Wow, I have more hope now than ever.

 

 

 

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