I sniffled when I realized all tests said negative. Only one said positive but what are the odds? 99% say the opposite..
I cant be dealing with this dumb shit.
I carried Jamal carefully since he fell asleep in my arms. I threw all 12 tests in the trash and sighed.
I laid back on my bed.
I think I'll just get some sleep...
I groaned when my phone rang for the millionth time.
So fuck sleep, huh?
Jesus christ love my fans, but its either i post a new song or new video on YouTube. I just wanna rest.
Jahseh wasnt home. He had to make an appearance at a fashion show and I honestly felt too sick to go.
Hes been texting me nonstop to make sure I'm okay.
Im getting a lot of nausea but it seems to only hit me strong in the morning. Later in the day, it calms down..
I carefully laid Jamal on the bed since he was sleeping on my chest. I walked into my closet and pulled out my camera, then plugged it in to charge.
I scrolled through my dms for ideas.. Hm..ignore boyfriend for 24 hours?...
Cheating prank? Hickey prank? Pregnant prank? Break up prank?
All of these would make him cry.. I- nah.
Oh shit. I got jumped prank? Nah cause I already did sum similar with Ski. Setting another guy as my wallpaper? Probably.. Ouu. Best friend v.s. boyfriend tag.
I'm kinda down. I wrote it down in my lil notebook.
Ding
Billie Eilish sent you a message.
I clicked it and sighed. I read the message. "Do a cheating prank."
Dis bitch.
I chuckled and called her.
"BITCH DO A CHEATING PRANK."
"Billie, you know damn well Jah way too emotional for that."
"And if he cries, you'll get more views. Win-win."
I rolled my eyes. "How bout a break up prank?"
"That'd make him feel worse, dumbass."
"Yea but its a better relief when he finds out its a prank."
"Aight, kila. You do you."
"Fuck all dat shizz. You gon help me."
"Nah Nah Nah cause ion wanna see y'all fuck. Y'all resolve ya problems by fucking and Kilani, we're close but not that close."
I laughed." Whatever, dumb hoe. I'm hanging up."
"K. Love you, bitch."
"Love you too." I hung up and threw my phone on the bed.
Okay bet. We doing this.
I went into my closet and looked for my old suitcase. I dragged it out and took out Jamal's little paw patrol backpack.
I carried Jamal carefully and laid him down in his crib.
I sat down on the bed and waited for the camera charge.
....
"Okay guys so im back with another video. Imma admit I wanted to have a lazy day today, but I have to give you guys something!" I picked up Jamal when i felt him pull on my pants.
