Why are y'all mad at Kilani? Cause she kissed Matteo?
Do y'all not pay attention to my book to realize that Jahseh is the bad one here? He's broken her heart so many times and she stayed by it.
Matteo is a good guy so she went for it. She aint even fuck him or suck his dick yet lmao give the relationship tiimmee.
She kissed him. Thats it.
But to wish a miscarriage onto her? What the actual fucking fuck.. Its a fictional story, but JESUS FUCKING CHRRIIISSTTT what the fuck.
I understand yall can have yalls opinion but chill on the comments to my girl kila yo😭 you wouldnt say that to AN ACTUAL REAL LIFE PREGNANT WOMAN IF SHE DID THIS RIGHT?
Thank you luldickgirl666 for speaking up about the comments as well.
Mkay byeee
Oh and I was supposed to update a day after the last chapter. Things happened. I got distracted.
Im sorry. Imma try and update on time now.
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"Hes so stuuppiiiddd." I sighed.
"Cause he vibed to his own song?" Matteo laughed.
"Don't you see? Hes obviously targeting it towards me. Listen." I went back to Jahseh's Instagram story.
It was a video of him bobbing his head to 'You're thinking too much, stop it'. BUT I KNOW THAT SONG WAS DEDICATED TO ME. JAHSEH TOLD ME.
"What? I don't get it."
"He wrote that song to describe us having sex. Hes talking about how no nigga can be better."
"Soo... He thinks we're fucking?"
"Well.. I might've told him something yesterday."
"Oh shit." He raised his eyebrows. "What'd you say?"
"Nothing particularly bad. Just that you're a very handsome man and you're nice to me aannndd that if something happened between us, it was none of his business."
"Well you're right though. It is none of his business. Y'all are broken up and you're not doing anything wrong EVEN if you came onto me."
"I shouldn't have kissed you, I'm sorry." I groaned. "I need coffee."
"No, no coffee." He stopped me. "And to make shit clear, I liked that shit. Why you think I kissed back and carried on the makeout?"
I rubbed my head. "I'm a bad mom."
"What? What makes you think that?"
"Because I'm just fucking up right now. I left my babys' father and now they're gonna suffer. I kissed you. Ah, im a fuck up."
"No you're not. Remember, you're doing whats right. You always think about your kids right? You want them to be happy. Ain't this the best?"
"Excuse me-"
"Wait wait wait. I didn't mean it like that. I meant like its best to get away from the cheating and all that. The more pain you endure and keep inside, the less time you have before you explode. Make sure your mental health is the best it can be. Don't you think he should have some time alone to really understand that you are hurting too?"
I held hand out. "Yeah but I'm in the wrong too. I shouldn't have kissed you." I held it over my heart.
"I'm not complaining." He laughed. "But to be serious, I think with everything going on, jumping head first into another relationship is the worst thing you can do."
