I sincerely apologize for this chapter. I'm not in touch with my emotions so I don't really know how to react to certain things or how long I should feel a type of way.
I personally don't even think I should be writing books but here I am.
This is a warning.
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3 days later...
10:56 p.m.
Jahseh has already fallen asleep but me and Jamal were still awake for literally no reason.
"I'M IN LOVE WITH THE SHAPE OF YOU. WE PUSH AND PULL LIKE A MAGNET DO. ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS FALLING TOO. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR BODY. AND LAST NIGHT YOU WERE IN MY ROOM. AND NOW MY BEDSHEETS SMELL LIKE YOU. EVERY DAY DISCOVERING SOMETHING BRAND NEW. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR BODY!" I yelled as I jumped on the bed with Jamal.
He babbled trying to repeat my words.
I recorded us as Jahseh slowly started waking up from our loudasses. "OOUU-I-OOUU-I-OOUU-I-OOUU-1- IM IN LOVE WITH YOUR BODY!"
"Bro sit the fuck down!" He was getting mad.
Awe how cute.
"Fine. We'll go find another nigga to serenade!" I joked as I carried Jamal in my arms, jumping off the bed.
"No the hell you not!" He growled as he jumped to his feet and chased us.
I flipped the camera to show my face and Jahseh chasing after us. Jamal kept giggling and blowing raspberries at Jahseh. "Y'ALL CALL CRIME STOPPERS, HE FINNA KILL ME! AHH!"
"KILANI!"
"AYUADAME!" I giggled. I ended the video but I kept running cause I know jahseh finna fuck me "Let's hide in the close- AHH!" Jah picked me up. "WAIT I HAVE YOUR SON! IM HOLDING YOUR SON!"
"Put him down then!" He laughed. "Go play with your toys Jamal!"
He kept wiggling out of my grasp.
"No! Don't leave me!" I called out as he jumped out of my hands and ran away.
Jahseh threw me into the bed and straddled me.
"Wait! Stop!" I begged as he started tickling me. "J-Jah!" I said out of breath.
"Say sorry for waking up daddy, Uh?"
"J-Jah! St-op!" I couldn't talk.
He started laughing too and just leaned in, grabbing my face with both his hands and pressed his lips against mine. "I love you."
"I love you too, Jah." I giggled.
He opened his mouth to say something, but then someone knocked on the door. We eyed each other.
"Did you invite someone?" He asked.
"No."
"Stay with Jamal." He mumbled as he got up.
I quietly ran into Jamal's room and picked him up, holding his head close to my shoulder. I peeked though the door and watched as Jahseh opened the door.
"What the fuck are you doing here?!" He shouted in anger.
"Lemme speak to my granddaughter." I already recognized her voice..
"Nah get the fuck out. You lost all respect to even call her that." He shook his head.
I walked down, holding Jamal as close as I could. "Momma? W-What are you doing here?" I asked coming closer to them.
