Spinel One-Shots💖

we don't talk together

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fair warning:
this chapter may contain sensitive topic.

〣 h u m a n  au

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i wonder if you still feel the same way now. that's strange, it's been a while since you and i are walking.

walking along the grey pavement with her soles clapping softly with every step she took. the town is silent, too silent for her liking, it became so deafening.

it's a little awkward, but i'm still yours.

looking to the side to see the also empty sidewalk, the houses looked abandoned even though a family lives in it. it's so weird so much this town took a toll of this.

i'm sorry, i was so cold hearted, i without fear

finally reaching her house, she walked up the metal stairs, making a clanking sound as she goes up. upon reaching her door, she fished out her keys and softly pushed the key inside the knob before twisting it open

i don't know, i don't know.

as she entered her apartment, something cold hit her but left unbothered. closing the door shut behind her, she dragged her feet and headed to her bedroom while leaving her bag onto the couch.

maybe that moment i'll believe you'll comfort me. that's what i've been holding out for.

collapsing on the bed, looking at the white boring ceiling above her as her mind wanders outside this room. what if she got there in time? would this town still be in arrogant bliss? was this a wake up call?

i broke up with you and everything collapsed, and i looked blank.
maybe i built a house.

everything was so perfect (not), everything was in our grasp (it wasn't) why do you have to do that..? it made this jolly town a ghost town, it made her a clown.

i can't walk, i'm getting heavy

she stood up in bed and walked over to her closet, standing in front of wooden door and her fingers gripping the knobs. she closed her eyes and swung it open.

i can't let you go like this, but i can't talk

a body fell to the ground.
spinel kneeled down and eventually sat down, she lightly held the shoulders and made them sit in between her legs as their body dropped like a loose screw.

i know. we love each other. we don't talk together but i'm still with you.

"hey, y/n. did you get a good night's rest?" spinel asked with her voice rough, she smoothly tucked the excess hair covering your face and held you tightly.

rubbing it soothingly, the bandages around your arms.

why don't you want to admit it? why don't you let me go?

it has been months since y/n has committed suicide. it left the town in despair, it left the people in despair, it left spinel broken.

we loved each other so much. no, i loved you

she should've been there to stop you, she never felt so powerless and useless in her entire life. if she saved you, you'd sitting here right now on her lap, endearingly getting comfortable in each other's warmth.

oh. you are.

i was too conscious of reality. time is coming.

"what do you want for dinner?" she asked as she ran her hand across your hair.
silence.
"your favorite? fine, that's the third time this week. ya need a better silver platter babe."

i've got to let you go, right, left, go straight 4 minutes ago

with her hands trembling, she lets it drop to the ground and let the silent tears flow down. this isn's right, it never has been, it hurts so much...

i think i'm going to go crazy, it hurts so much but i'm gonna let you go.

spinel slowly stood up from the floor, letting the body fall on her head. looking down at her, it hurts, she'll make this right. she has to.

no, i don't want to you let go. i can cure it, i'm gonna get better

lifting the body off the ground, spinel walked over to the closet it again and slowly placed the body back in. she fixed the limbs for it to not get caught as she closed the doors.

"i'll do better this time. i'll never leave you and you'll never leave me, okay?" spinel smiled as she slowly closed the closet doors, her eyes stayed in contact of the body as if it'll move.

then she closed it.