ellipsism
- a sense of sadness one experiences when realizing that one won't live to see the future.
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an empty cold bed.
you laid next to the wall, hardly getting any sleep. the warmth that is supposed to be next to you is gone. you shifted to the other side to see nothing but an empty space.
you placed your hand onto it, clenching the bedsheets tightly as tears started brimming onto your eyes until you couldn't it anymore.
"are you sure you want this?" you mumbled while looking at your lap, spinel placed her hand over your hand with a smile pasted on her face.
"of course, you always said that you want a future of us having a little punk." you pursed your lips tightly as well with her hand, if gems can feel some sort of pain you'd probably be crushing her hand.
"but knowing that you're gonna be. .." you choked on your words without letting out a wave of tears, spinel rubbed your back soothingly and pulled you into an embrace.
"it's gonna okay doll." you shook your head, "how? i do want a kid with you, spins. i don't want you to go. .." you croaked as you held her shoulders tightly.
a few moments later, you started to feel something wet dripping down at the back of your shoulders; spinel's crying too. "it's gonna fine doll, i promise." spinel pulled away from the hug, she wiped your falling tears with her thumb and pecked your cheek.
you chuckled, the kiss made you feel a little bit better. "i'm gonna miss your kisses." you said as you placed her hand onto your cheek, spinel rubbed it and grinned at you.
"then get ready for some kisses dolly!"
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"sp-spinel. . ?"
you looked around for your wife in the room but she's nowhere to be found, you turned to the doctor who's holding your child. you walked towards them, the doctor handed the baby over to you.
looking at the baby, she surely is a mix of you and spinel. you choked on your tears as you saw your child's eyes; it's spinel's eye color and engraved on her chest is spinel's gemstone.
you traced your finger on the edges, it made the baby slightly giggle, you held the child closely and whispered softly to her; "welcome to earth (daughter's name)."
then you heard cries, you immediately stood up, ran towards the light switch flipped it open then ran towards to the crib to see what your daughter wants.
seems like a bad dream.
you huffed while a small smile, "alrighty, what's the matter pumpkin?" you asked the baby as you picked her up over your shoulder, you went back to your bed and looked at your child as you swung your arms back and forth slowly.
the baby muttered nonsense, while playing with it's feet. you grinned at your cute child, then when your baby sneezed, one of her arm became a noodle.
your eyes widen at this, your daughter seemed fine with this and decided to tug onto your hair. "does gem powers develop really early?" you asked yourself as you shook your head.
'i love you dollface, don'tcha ever forget that.'
you looked down at your child and smiled, you nuzzled your nose onto her's making her giggle cutely then held her close to you.
"i love you too."

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