Chapter 85

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Eren's POV:

Mikasa and I rejoined the circle fully clothed. I got the same stare from Levi and Jean. Betrayal.

"Eren, it's your turn." Reiner said to ease the tension.

"You guys waited all that time?" That felt like 30 mins.

"It was only 5 minutes." Bertolt said.

I knew the perfect way to get this awkward attention off of me and Mikasa.

"Connie, truth or dare." He looked panicked. Good. He knows what I'm asking him to do. It's going to be the same exact question for a truth or dare so it's inevitable.

"Dare." Even better.

"I dare you to tell your crush you like them." I gave him a nod of encouragement.

He closed his eyes and said at the speed of light. "Sasha, I've been in love with you since kindergarten, please don't hate me." He kept them closed for a while but eventually opened them slowly to look at her. She had the biggest smile on her face. Which made everyone smile as well.

"Finally." She laughed and then tackled him to the ground, giving him the sloppiest kiss I have ever seen. Everyone clapped and cheered. "Do you know how long I waited for that?"

"Wait, you liked me all that time?!" She nodded and went in for another kiss.

God, he is so dumb. It was so clear to everyone.

"Alright, Connie. You're up."

He had that maniacal smile of his stretching across his face.

"Armin." There's nothing crazy in Armin's life. This'll be a breath of fresh air. "Truth or dare."

"Truth."

It'll probably be like how many times did he fuck Annie. I'm really praying. There's been too much for my brain for a night.

"Are you straight?" Yes, he most certainly is.

He smiled. "Nope. Bisexual." That earned a quick snap of the head from Jean. Interesting. "Hange, truth or dare."

I feel bad for the person Hange picks next.

"Dare." Of course.

"I dare you to go grab the joint from Miche outside."

"And smoke?" Armin nodded. She just laughed.

"Do you know who you're talking to?" Hange got up and went towards Miche. I don't know how I didn't put together that Hange was in fact a stoner. She completed the dare and sat back down. She looked back and forth between me and Levi. I was absolutely petrified.

"Eren, truth or dare."

Please, Hange no.

"Dare."

Please.

"I dare you to tell everyone what you and Mikasa were doing." My relationship with Jean and Levi were both at stake right now. I couldn't even answer. I was sick to my stomach. I felt like I was going to vomit. Honestly, I probably will soon. "Come on, Eren."

"We made out...and I was about to finger her until you came in." Not to mention, the two gigantic hickeys on her neck. But that was enough for Levi to stand up and leave. He walked out the front door and slammed it shut behind him. Shit. I stood up and stumbled to the door. I had a hard time opening it but I had it eventually. "Levi, baby, come here." I slurred and held my arms out.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" He said in a low angry tone. "Do I mean nothing to you, Eren? How could you do that?"

"It was a dare." I shrugged.

"I knew you loved her." Wait what? "I fucking knew it!" She shoved me but I just stumbled back a few steps. I would've fallen on the ground if I didn't land on the god damn Tesla in the driveway.

"What are you talking about, Levi?"

"That's why she broke up with Jean! You told me you used to love her! You come over to see her, not me!" What is he on about? Jesus Christ.

"Levi, listen." I lift myself off the expensive car.

"No! I'm so sick of-"

"No, you're gonna listen!" I shouted and walked close to tower over him. "You wanna know what I'm so sick of? I'm sick of the fact that you don't have your fucking memory back! I'm sick of the fact that I have to wait for you! All those years ago, do you have any idea what went on between us?" He shook his head. He felt small and intimidated. Which only infuriated me because my Levi didn't even possess those emotions. "We fell in love, Levi. I loved you. More than anything in this entire world. And then I left you. I left you a fucking letter and never told you how I really felt like a god damn scumbag. But when I came back, I destroyed the fucking world. But we still loved each other the entire time. So I came back as a ghost and that's how we were able to see each other. I was lucky enough to fall asleep next to you, tell you how perfect I thought you were, tell you how much I missed you and how much I loved you. But our love wasn't in the fucking cards of the world. I had my moment with me being from the afterlife but we both needed more. We deserved it. So what did I do? I aligned our futures together with everyone we used to know just so you and I could have a second chance. Because all we ever wanted was to love each other. Instead, I've gotten a fucking bully," I was absolutely shocked when I pushed him but I can't take it back now, "someone who is afraid of their own feelings. Fucking stop! Look me in the eyes!" I held the sides of his arms and looked directly into his petrified, gray eyes. "Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me." My voice grew quieter as well as my grip getting looser. He bit his lip, letting small tears fall.

"I can't." He whispered.

"Right." I nodded. "You fucking can't. And you wonder why I had no issue getting with Mikasa." I let go of him and walked back inside, leaving him alone. I put on a happy face and sat down to Reiner. It looked like Jean and Mikasa were gone too. The same thing must've happened.

Tonight sucks.

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