Complications Throughout Generations

Chapter 152

Levi's POV:

I eventually become unresponsive in Eren's lap but I was conscious. I just had zero energy left. He picked me up and told Mikasa he was taking me home I think. He walked me to his car and strapped me in and I just smiled like an idiot. He's going to sleep in my bed tonight. Once we got to my house, he carried me up to my room and laid me down on the bed. He undressed me but I shot up as if I had just been electrocuted. But it was too late. He seemed disappointed more than anything at the sight of the somewhat fresh cuts covering my thigh.

"Are you gonna talk about that? Or are we just gonna ignore it?" He knew it wasn't something I wanted to talk about so I just shook my head then put my arms up for him to take his sweatshirt off but my shirt underneath came off as well, completely exposing how skinny I've gotten. I knew it was bad but Eren seeing this made me feel even worse. "What about that?" I shook my head. He settled me into bed but kept his clothes on.

"Where are you going?" I was nervous.

"Levi, I'm going home." He was walking over to the door.

"Fine." I just gave up. "But can I ask one more thing?"

"Sure." He sighed. I got out of my bed and walked over to him, wrapping my arms around his slightly thinner waist and squeezed him tightly. "Levi, what do you wanna ask?"

"Just hug me back please." Slowly he began to and I felt safer than ever in his arms. "I love you." Eren didn't answer. I just gripped his shirt, feeling heartbroken. "Just stay the night, I promise I won't freak out in the morning. I can't sleep without you."

"Fine." I took a painful sigh of relief. I felt like I had just fought a war trying to convince him. I had never seen him so stubborn in my existence as a person. I went back into my bed and watched him undress, feeling completely awestruck. But that feeling went away once I watched him lay on the floor. But instead of asking him to come into the bed, I decided to join him. "Come on, Levi." He whined. "You're making this so difficult."

"I'm not leaving." He immediately stood up and scooped me up and dropped me on the bed. "Get in the bed or else."

"Or else what? What the hell could you possibly do?"

"Continue to tell you how much I love you and want you back."

"Oh wow, you really got me there." He sarcastically but eventually gave in. I turned the lamp off and turned back to see him laying as far away as possible. But of course, I couldn't have that so I got closer to him and made him the little spoon. "Levi." He whined and then turned his body around to face me.

"Eren." I tried to speak as sober as I could. "Answer me these questions truthfully."

"No."

"Perfect. Do you still love me?"

"Dumb question. Next."

"Yes or no."

"Of course."

"Bonus points for more than yes. Next question, do you miss me?"

"Every day."

"Do you still want to be with me?"

"Will you forget these answers in the morning?"

"50/50. Answer the question."

"You really think you'll forget?"

"Most likely." I won't, I know this for a fact.

"You're the love of my life. If you don't want to be with me, I'm willing to die alone. You're it. I waited over 1,000 years for this. You're the one I'll ever give my love away to."

"Really?" I whispered. I was shocked to get any sort of confession from him.

"Really."

I nuzzled up into his chest, feeling his heart pound just like before.

"Why is your heart beating so fast?"

"Because I'm with the person I've killed to be with and I'm petrified that you're going to kick me out the second you get sober enough. Wild dynamic there if you ask me."

"Well I actually killed people too to be with you and I will not kick you out."

"God, are we seriously talking about how we've legit killed people just to love each other?" He laughed a little and I couldn't help but smile.

"I mean yeah, I killed your monkey brother. Who, by the way, didn't stand a chance against you."

"When? Tonight?"

"Yup."

"I didn't know you were into football."

"I'm not. I'm just into the running back."

"Which one? 20 or 5?"

"20."

"Did you even know it was me?" He laughed again.

"Nope. Connie told me and had to explain the entire damn sport to me the whole game. He wasn't even sure if I knew what a touchdown was."

"What did you learn?"

"The number one thing I learned, and I'm saying this with a less intoxicated brain, it made me realize that I still love you at an unfathomable rate. Ask Hange. Every touchdown, I jumped out of my seat and started screaming like you couldn't believe. I was so proud of you."

"Really?" I don't see why he was shocked. How could you not be proud of him? He was amazing.

"I have to tell you a secret." I whispered even though it was just us in my quiet room.

"Yeah?"

"When you took your helmet off, I got a boner."

"Levi fucking Ackerman, no you didn't."

"I swear, ask Hange. The boner speaks for itself. Cats out of the bag, I'm still desperately, hopelessly, wildly in love with Eren Jaeger."

"I have a secret for you too."

"What's your secret?"

"The second I saw you next to Armin, I had to compose myself and not run over to you because you looked so fucking cute in my sweatshirt and I just wanted to kiss you so bad."

"Kiss me now then." I definitely sounded more put together with the help of a little effort. He brushed his hair back with my fingers and pressed our noses together.

"How about this. I have a proposition for you."

"Lay it on me."

"When you're sober tomorrow and you still want that, I'll give you a kiss."

"I get to kiss you?" God, I need to stop crying. This is getting more and more pathetic each time.

"Yes, baby. Levi!" He panicked, realizing what he had just called me.

"No." I shoved my head into his neck, hiding my face completely. "I'm your baby. Forever."

"God, I hope so." I heard him whisper but almost quiet enough to where I couldn't hear him.

I know so, Eren. I do.