A Dream Life With You

Chapter 127: You Gave Me Life.

That incident left a deep scar on her. Both physically and psychologically. It left an everlasting deep scar on her. It was on her left eyebrow near the corner. It looked more like a cut scar because she got cut by the sharpness of the table's end. After all, there was no one to see what's dangerous for kids to not have such things at home. She didn't have a warm mother at home to care for her.

But more importantly, the scar in her heart was bleeding forever. The servants always gossiped about the masters. From their words, she realised that she have a father. From their words, she realised what a mother and father are. And she wondered foolishly if her mother exists or not. If she loves her or not? If she cares about her or not. If her father would come back or not. 

If she would ever get to know the meaning of love. She had a very tragic life that would bring one to tears but she was an unsung hero. Something so drastic happened that she left the house. And then she faced the world which was no less cruel than her past. Still, she preferred the cruel world against her cold father. She would never turn to him even if she were to die.

And then one day, when that last bit of sparkle in her eyes was about to vanish, a light appeared in her life which made her eyes sparkle in reflection. It was so bright that she got her true self back. She started smiling and living again. She becomes a true princess and then a great queen. She attained a family and finally understood what a mother and father mean. 

That light of her life gave her the heaven she deserved. And then she got one of the most meaningful gifts of her life. She got to know her mother. She realised her love and kindness. She cried over her death. But regardlessly she loved her to death. 

On her mother's death anniversary, and on her own birthday, she wore a black gown with a huge hat and visited her mother for the first time. She was 25 years old with a very precious family. They waited in the car to give her some time alone with her mother. 

When she arrived at the grave, she unexpectedly met someone. Her so-called father. Her eyes widened but then coldness filled them. His hair had gotten white but who cares. Seeing him with a pricing cold look, she walked past him and placed her mother's favourite flowers on the tomb. 

Instead of leaving, she sat on her knee there and chatted with her mother for the first time. She spoke her heart. 

" Hi, Mama. I am Alya. You named me as a precious gift from god but I guess I was not for him. Thank you Mama for gifting me such a beautiful and meaningful name. And I am sorry for not visiting you until now. I am sorry Mama for not knowing you. But still... I love you. You gave me life while sacrificing yours so I forced myself to learn to cherish it. But now I no longer need to do that. I am very thankful to be born. I was lucky to be your daughter. 

I am also aware that I am the reason you are gone. I will never forget you, Mama. I will always love you and pray for you to have someone else as your daughter in your next life. So that you don't have to die so young. For all that you've done for me, I wish I could repay you. I am sorry for losing your token of love. Someone thought I didn't deserve it. But even if it's not physically with me, your love is in my heart. I love you, Mama.

Since I am coming here for the first time, I've brought a gift for you. I think you will like it. I have a very beautiful family now. I am the future queen of a country and I live with a person who made me realise the meaning of love and family. Of a mother and father. Of a daughter. So I hope you will like them."