My Dear Brother (Gray Fullbuster X Male Reader)

81: Cuddles and Fetishes

Gray's P.O.V

I held Gems tightly in my arm as he hugged me. He was feeling very down, while I was just too stunned to react it with.

Whatever Gramps and Porlyusica told us, shook both our worlds. I just know what Gems feels. I can literally read his face. After everything we have been through, I can confidently say that I know Gems better than he knows himself.

I know what's good for him and what's not.

I know how much guilt Gems has stored in himself after what he did in rage to Lyon and the others. And watching me die as well. I looked at Gems and he still hasn't looked up at me. I could tell he was disturbed.

I did the right thing protecting him. Had I not protected him, I would've lost him.

The fact that it was either him or me, losing our life that day with only one of us surviving was making me feel a certain kind of sad, because I know I wouldn't have been able to live without him. I am committed to him.

We've been through so much together and it the end of the day, Gems is the only person I wanna share myself with.

Whether Gems likes it or not, being his boyfriend, his elder brother, his guardian angel, it was my responsibility to keep him safe and I'll do it again, if needed to.

“Don't ever even think of doing that again.” Gems said as he looked at me with watery eyes.

“Huh?”

“Sacrificing yourself for me!” Gems shouted at me. How could he read my thoughts, because I swear to god I wasn't thinking out aloud. “Don't you ever do it again!” Gems spoke in a serious tone.

“Gemsie...”

“I don't want a future without you!” Gems said shedding a tear.

He looked like he was really sad. I wiped his tear away. His face looked magical in that sunset lights. I could see myself blushing through his glasses. I was down bad.

“I don't want a future without you either.” I mumbled as I looked at him. “Let's build a future together.” I added.

“All I know is that I wanna be with you wherever you go, that includes the afterlife.” Gems said while looking at me, he didn't look like he was joking or even was in mood to do so.

“Gemsie-”

“I am not joking!” Gems cut me off. “I am not leaving your side ever again.” he added.

I just pulled Gems into a hug. “Oh Gemsie... Calm down baby... I won't ever leave you... I promise.” I spoke softly while running my hand through his hair, trying to comfort him.

Gems hugged me back, I could feel his grip around me being very tight. He wasn't playing around.

I have to cheer him up.

“Wanna cuddle in our bed?” I asked. Gems didn't say anything just nodded in response. “Fine, let's go then.” I said.

As we went downstairs, we saw that everyone was busy partying and eating. He sat with them for a while and had some food with them, but Gems stayed quiet, and they all noticed that.

I told them everything that gramps and Porlyusica told us. They were shocked as well and understood Gems's situation.

I informed Erza and Lucy that Gems and I were heading home, since Gems wasn't feeling good. And it was a nice chance for us since we would be alone at home.

I closed the bedroom behind us as we went in. I didn't waste a single second and threw my shirt away before jumping into the bed and pulling Gems with me.