The Notebook//Joshler

January 6

today, joshua couldn't come over.

so i went to work without a lunch.

but it's ok.

i'm used to not eating.

joshua says i need to start eating.

but i tell him i simply cannot afford a meal.

so he promised me every night that he could, he would come over and make me dinner.

i told him i don't deserve him.

and he said i was right.

he said that i deserved someone better.

but what joshua doesn't understand is that it doesn't get any better than him.

he's sweet, he's kind, he's caring, he's giving, he's handsome.

everything that i ever dreamed of.

and now i am his, and he is mine.

things may be starting to look up.

but i don't want to jinx it.

-tyler