The Notebook//Joshler

April 30

today joshua and i decided we wanted to bake cookies together, and we ended up getting in a flour fight.

i dabbed some on his nose after we kissed, he dabbed some on my nose in return.

i then put some on his stomach since he was shirtless, and he then did the same to me.

we soon had flour absolutely all over us, so we took a shower together.

our first shower together in over a month.

it felt quite nice.

it's weird to think we've been dating for only four months. i feel like it's been years.

we're only nineteen, too.

but, in ohio, you only have to be 18 to marry.

that is, if you're straight.

but one day, soon i hope, josh and i will get married and finally get to make our forever official.

tonight we slept on his bed, and we both woke up giggling several times because of how much of the bed i was taking up, not used to a bed so big and being able to stretch out.

he has class tomorrow, so i'll be alone. but it's ok. i learned how to manage that.

i might just hang out with the dun's, though. i haven't really had time with them without repetitively kissing joshua.

anyways.

i love josh.

-tyler