The Notebook//Joshler

July 16

josh woke me up around 2 am, kissing my forehead repeatedly.

"why're you crying, baby?" he asked. "are you having a nightmare??"

"y-you didn't give me a hug before i left for work in my dream," i pouted.

"awww, babyyy," josh giggled, hugging me tightly. "i'm always gonna give you hugs, honey. and kisses. and snuggles. and... other things," he giggled.

i sniffled and nodded, crawling into his lap and allowing him to fall onto his back on the bed, hugging me tightly as he kissed the top of my head.

"i looooove you, tyty," he giggled.

"i looooove you too, jishjish," i grinned, kissing the base of his jaw.

we both fell asleep a few minutes later, snuggling adorably.

we woke up around 9:30 and got breakfast in the hotel lobby in our pajamas. we then went back to our room and made out while we watched a few movies.

"so, mr. almost dun," josh giggled, poking my belly. "what should we do for the rest of the day?"

i couldn't stop smiling. "i-i'm gonna be tyler dun in a few weeks!" i exclaimed, bouncing excitedly. "a-and i can tell everyone that joshua is my husband and how amaaaaaazing he is," i smiled.

"i can't wait for you to be my husband, tyler," josh smiled, rubbing my back softly. "i'm gonna start crying when i see you walk down the aisle. no doubt about it."

"oh, i'll be crying waaaaay before that," i giggled. "don't do anything too romantic! i don't wanna be all red and puffy and sniffly for the pictures!"

"awwww, mannnn."

"what're we gonna do on our wedding night?" i grinned.

"well, for starters, i'm gonna carry you into the room like the prince you are," he giggled. "and i'm gonna lay you down on the bed and give you lots of kisses and face-cuddles."

i giggled and smiled widely.

"ooooooh! we could go down to the beach and re-say our vows just with each other," he suggested. "that sounds really intimate."

i smiled widely and quickly nodded.

"then we could go back to the room and i could show you just how much i adore you," he smiled, kissing my nose.

"you know sex is scientifically proven to be the most intimate thing two people can do," i said.

"that explains why we love it so much," he giggled.

i blushed and giggled as well, nodding in agreement.

yes, i will admit. the whole him having had sex with brendon several times thing crossed my mind.

and it crossed his too.

he got quiet.

very quiet.

i hugged him tightly and kissed the top of his head. "i love you, joshua."

"i love you too, tyler. so much. so so so much," josh replied, squeezing my waist.

"let's go do something fun," i said, taking both his hands and squeezed them. "the couch is nice 'n warm. it isn't even ours, either."

"are you implying what i think you're implying?" he giggled, raising his eyebrows.

i giggled and nodded.

so we had sex on the couch in the hotel room.

we've never had sex on the couch in a position other than missionary, but we did it spooning today and it felt incredible.

josh got to mumble things right into my ear, kiss my neck, rub up and down my side, everything.

it was magical.

we kind of just laid there for the rest of the day, pulling a blanket over our naked bodies as we snuggled.

it was a nice day.

a very nice day.

-tyler