The Notebook//Joshler

March 7

today, josh and i talked.

we talked for hours.

me, sitting with my legs in his lap, him playing with my shoelaces.

we discussed the whole sex thing.

we decided we will wait until the time is right instead of giving a certain date.

and if that time is tomorrow, fine by me.

if that time is three years from now, find by me.

he asked me when i would like to become engaged.

i told him i am ready when he is, but waiting a couple weeks might not hurt since we're getting into the swing of things.

he asked how long he wanted our engagement to be.

i told him i'd like to get married as soon as possible, though i do love the idea of calling him my fiancé.

we decided on two months.

sure, it isn't long, but it's what we want.

we even talked about kids.

both of us think we want them some day.

but that day is a long way away.

so for now, we're focusing on making each other feel loved and happy.

-tyler