May 20

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josh keeps asking me if i'm 'ready for the wedding.'

i just nod and force a smile.

he says he's been working on his vows and that he's very excited for me to hear them.

i should be happy. i should be excited.

but it seems the roles have been reversed.

now i, the one originally overly excited about the wedding, am now the one who isn't all that emotional about it.

i hate this.

-tyler

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