The Notebook//Joshler

February 7

today, i decided it was time i spend some time with jordan.

he was the only dun child that i hadn't spent time one on one with.

i asked him if he liked basketball, and luckily, he said yes.

so after dinner, we went out to the court that was in the dun's backyard and played a one-on-one game.

he was surprised when i beat him by fifty.

"didn't think your brother's boyfriend could beat you, did ya?" i grinned.

jordan laughed and shrugged. "i mean, josh said you played in high school, but i didn't think you were that good."

"state champs," i smiled.

i ended up selling the ring i was rewarded so i could afford rent for a few months.

otherwise, i would have shown him.

it was incredibly odd now having what seems to be siblings that love and support me.

i have three biological siblings.

zack, who is ashely's age, maddy who is jordan's age, and jay who is a year older than abigail.

i guess zack is really the only one old enough to make the decision on whether or not he hates me.

and he does.

but, maddy is pretty mature for her age. and, i don't think she hates me. on the day i moved out, she told me she hoped to see me again one day.

and jay just listens to whatever zack says.

maybe one day i'll get to see maddy again.

that would be...

nice.

-tyler