The Notebook//Joshler

July 4

today, after work, joshua and i watched fireworks on our balcony together.

"aww, look, joshie! that ones a heart!!" i exclaimed.

"just for us!" he giggled, squeezing me tightly since i was sitting in his lap.

after a couple hours, we went back inside and had coffee so we were both weren't tired for a while.

so, of course, we did what we do every night we aren't tired.

we were both in our boxers and i was laying down on top of him, smiling up at the gorgeousness that i call my fiancé.

he smiled back down at me, squeezing my waist and kissing my forehead. "you're so handsome, ty. your butt and all."

i blushed and hot a sudden burst of confidence, something that doesn't happen often.

i crawled up a bit and softly kissed his neck, running my hand up and down his side, making sure to stick my ass up in the air since he apparently he likes it a lot.

i reached my hand downward and gently started palming him through his boxers, sucking at the spot on his neck that made him weak.

he moaned softly and slid his hands down my back and over my round ass, slipping my boxers off and squeezing my ass.

i pushed back a bit so he could get a better grip, gently squeezing between rubbing gently as i sucked away at his neck, leaving a hickey.

"fuck, ty," he whispered as i grabbed his hard member and started to twist.

"feel good, joshie?" i mumbled into his ear.

"s-so good, ty," he groaned as i moved my hand faster.

i smiled, proud of myself for actually being seductive for once, starting to grind down against him, both of us moaning at the friction.

"let me make you feel good, baby," he whispered into my ear as he tightly squeezed my ass with his callused hands.

"tonight's all about you, joshie," i said, knowing that since he always topped, i was typically the one receiving a lot more than giving.

i pushed him down onto the bed so he was laying flatly. i slid my boxers down at a teasingly slow speed, incredibly happy to see his bulge grow and know it was because of me.

i then took the waistband of his boxers between my teeth and pulled them off of him, reaching up and holding his hands, squeezing them as our fingers laced together.

he was incredibly hard so i decided not to waste anytime getting to the part i know josh loves.

riding.

i straddled him and ran my hands up and down his abdomen all the way to his chest as i sunk down on his hard member, moaning loudly as i bottomed out.

josh has said many, many times before he gets even harder when i moan.

and that was true.

he held my waist and squeezed gently as i started moving up and down, moaning his name over and over.

"fuck, ty," he groaned, his back arching as he tilted his head back, his eyes closed while he bit his lip in pleasure. "f-feels s-so good..."

i reached for his hands and held them, squeezing them tightly as they rested on his chest.

i made it all last as long as possible, honestly being quite uncomfortable as i made josh cum for a third time when i hadn't done so once, never having enough energy myself after cumming once to do it again.

"t-ty... oh, tyler, fuck," josh moaned. "i'm close, ty. oh, fuck..."

"m-me too," i moaned into his ear, knowing i wouldn't be able to go much longer.

soon, josh came deep inside me for a fourth time and i came harder than ever before for the first time.

i practically collapsed right then and there, drifting asleep.

"where'd you learn to do that, ty?" i heard josh pant right before i fell asleep.

"lots of dreaming," i mumbled quietly as i smiled a bit.

"i love you, ty. that was... a really fun night," josh grinned, kissing my forehead. "need anything before bed? water? another blanket?"

he's always been the best at aftercare, understanding that i need a lot of it.

"no," i mumbled. "i think i'm good. thank you, though. good night. i love you."

"love you more, ty," he smiled. "but next time, it's gonna be all about you."

i'm not gonna lie.

i cant wait.

-tyler