The Notebook//Joshler

April 7

today i had individual therapy, and we talked about what happened all throughout this week.

not much happened today other than that.

jenna didn't come to work today since she was so exhausted from the wedding, but i was really sad to hear she wasn't going on a honeymoon because they couldn't afford it.

she's the nicest girl ever, and dallon is really too. they deserve a honeymoon.

i'll talk to her tomorrow, i guess.

i sprayed everything with josh's cologne, though, and it did provide a sense of comfort.

still, it isn't the same as having him here, but i'll get to see him again in six days.

and then we can snuggle and kiss and actually talk.

i wonder what he does while i'm here.

he said he cries a lot but does hang out with his family a lot more. and that's a good thing. i was starting to fear he was spending more time with just me and not them.

he also told me that abbie misses me more than anything, ashley said she hopes i'm doing well and she'll send me some of her writings sometime, jordan just wrote down a list of the basketball standings, momma said she sends all her loves, kisses, and world-famous cookies, and bill said he hopes to see me very soon.

we also talked about getting married.

we both hope gay marriage isn't legalized while i'm in here.

we want to be with each other and only each other.

it'll be such a special moment.

that is, if it even does happen.

-tyler