today i had group again, but jenna didn't come with me since it was my second time.
we talked about tips to help control our anxiety.
afterwards, i went back to my room and ate lunch with jenna. i asked how it felt being only four days away from getting married.
she said she felt incredible, excited, and really nervous.
she showed me pictures of her wedding dress, and she looked stunning even in just the store.
for the rest of the day, i wrote letters to joshua and practiced drawing.
jenna brought me in dinner and asked if i needed anything. i told her i was alright, and she asked if it was ok if she did some last minute wedding stuff while she sat with me.
i told her of course.
she told me all about what she already had planned and in order which was nice given i'm trying to plan a wedding too.
but, we don't know when it's going to happen.
it's ok, though. i don't want to get married until i'm out of here.
which might be a while.
-tyler
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The Notebook//Joshler
FanfictionWelcome to Tyler Joseph's journal. This is where he keeps his thoughts. The journal sits in his bedside table, and there are no intentions for anyone to ever read it. Though, here you are. Welcome.