today, joshua cancelled on our make-up date.
once again, he had to go to emily's house to work on the project.
this time, i said nothing.
i decided i would just take on an extra shift at work.
i got several tips.
people like me for some reason.
around midnight, i got home and received a call from joshua.
he asked how my day was.
"fine," i said. nothing more, nothing less.
he apologized for cancelling again.
all i said was "ok," and i hung up.
maybe i was too mean.
maybe i rely on him too much.
i'm not sure.
but now, here i sit, crying in my bed, wondering if joshua is doing the same.
-tyler

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The Notebook//Joshler
FanfictionWelcome to Tyler Joseph's journal. This is where he keeps his thoughts. The journal sits in his bedside table, and there are no intentions for anyone to ever read it. Though, here you are. Welcome.