January 14

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today, joshua cancelled on our make-up date.

once again, he had to go to emily's house to work on the project.

this time, i said nothing.

i decided i would just take on an extra shift at work.

i got several tips.

people like me for some reason.

around midnight, i got home and received a call from joshua.

he asked how my day was.

"fine," i said. nothing more, nothing less.

he apologized for cancelling again.

all i said was "ok," and i hung up.

maybe i was too mean.

maybe i rely on him too much.

i'm not sure.

but now, here i sit, crying in my bed, wondering if joshua is doing the same.

-tyler

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