today, i had individual therapy again.
we discussed the upcoming week and how often i've been seeing blurry.
eight to ten times a night on average.
but when josh was here, blurry didn't show up once.
i'm guess i'm starting to understand why they have me in here, though. once we do get married and move into our own house, we'll both start working.
well, i don't know if i will. there aren't many employers that will accept someone with just a high school education and a bunch of mental problems.
but, whatever ends up happening, i won't be around josh all day every day, and so i'm going to need to get blurry gone so he won't come while i'm alone.
i just wish josh could be here with me all the time.
it would be so much easier if he was here with me.
but one day i'll be back in his arms every single night, and we'll kiss and make love as the moonlight shines in through the windows of the room.
we'll get married and go on a romantic honeymoon, giggles and love filling the air.
though, we've been in our honeymoon phase since day one.
i guess that's just what real love feels like.
-tyler
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The Notebook//Joshler
FanfictionWelcome to Tyler Joseph's journal. This is where he keeps his thoughts. The journal sits in his bedside table, and there are no intentions for anyone to ever read it. Though, here you are. Welcome.
