April 16

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jenna came in with great news today.

she said since i've been doing so well, i can start sending letters back and forth with joshua.

so i wrote him one today. it says:

joshua-

i saw your video, and it only further proves that you're the sweetest, most romantic boy in the world. i cant wait to marry you either and start signing papers as tyler dun.

i'm gonna marry you so frickin hard.

i'm still thinking about where we should go on our honeymoon. we could do something as extravagant as paris or as simple as just a nice beach house in florida. i don't know. as long as i'm with you, i'm happy.

i wish i could sing for you right now. i wish i had my uke, too. i'm in the middle of writing a song for you, and it would be much easier to do so if i had it here with me. but, i'm managing, and i'll get to see you again in a few days.

i'm going to perform the song at our wedding. what should our first dance be to? there are so many options. we could do the song that was playing when we kissed for the first time.

or had sex.

but nobody would need to know that about the song. just us. i don't know, we'll figure it out.

i just really really miss you, baby. i feel like we haven't talked in years and it's only been a couple days. the only thing keeping me smiling is the thought of me taking you out on a really romantic date somewhere really really nice. and, of course, our pictures together. especially the ones where we're kissing. those are my favorites.

i love you more than anything, and i can't say that enough. you don't believe me, and i know that, but trust me, joshua, you are the only reason i wake up in the mornings, the only reason i smile, the only reason i stay alive, the only reason i don't always feel completely and utterly worthless and hopeless.

i can't wait for all our first holidays together, joshie. especially christmas. we can go and visit our friends and family christmas day, but i think christmas eve should be just you and me having our own little thing.

i cant wait for your birthday, either. i'm still trying to decide what i'm going to do. but, it's all about you. so what would you want to do, baby?

i love you. i love you. i love you.

i'm madly in love with you.

everything about you.

every single little thing.

i'll see you friday.

all my love,

tyler joseph-almost dun

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